Monday, April 17, 2006

Noddles around ur Ass~


Its really funny how things turn up when u least expect it to... Nicolas got his Phone back when we all thought that it was stolen in sentosa, and guess what they found it at KM8!
and its funny how the french describe someone who is lucky, they would say he has noodles around his ass. Dun give mi that look, i'm not the one who invented that..
and i guess the french don't believe that only good things can happen to someone , coz if u lose a game, they would say that u'll get lucky in love, but if u get really good luck it would mean that ur galfren/boyfren is cheating on u... sad huh... that way u'll never be totally happy... =p

anyway i'll have to go to langkawi rite after exams to collect my new malaysian ID...
well take it as a free holidays coz i'll get free lodgings and most prob free snokelling!!! yipee!!!!!!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Capturing the Moments!!




Huh? who 'da hell r u?
Palmtree cafe 2


Match The Butt to the Face =p

Chinese Kung Fu!! HAATAAA!!!


Jen and me.. yaaahioooo!
Sayang and me in the Air!! Eeeee Haaaaa!!!!!!!!1

Gimme a Star!
On the first day of arrival

Capturing Perhentian in memory


Nicolas snokelling with fishes swimming around..
The Penis tree =p

Fatimah's Chalet @ Coral Bay
DJ box at Palmtree cafe 2
Toilet at sympony
Shower at Smypony
Toilets in Sympony

Perhentian Islands


The sink at sympony

Sympony's Hut

what is more to say about Perhentian kecil island except that it is totally awesome!!!!!!
The different shades of blue of the sea from blue green to turqouise to blue...totally clear! it juz simply takes ur breath away.. no matter how many times i looked at the sea it never seems to make me less awed...
Guess i will have cravings for the great lassi especially the banana lassi and the strawberry milk shake... the mama club sandwish and real mash potato!!!!
life is moving at such a slow and carefree pace... stress?? what's that??

but its sad that the coral in the shallow waters are dead, but the snokelling is great too.. saw a turtle that was so huge. wow!!! and swimming with the fishes feels like i am floating in paradise... fishes of all size and color...

The locals are so relax and cool... nuthing like the typical muslims in malaysia... they smoke , drink party all day long...

Some Travel advise =p

To get to Perhentian islands you can get a bus at Larkin in JB, which is the same price in spore abt 45 dollar except that its in ringgit, to Trengganu and frm trengganu you can walk to the local bus station(500m away) and take a bus to kuala besut for abt 3-4 hr for 8 ringgit, the taxi would try to demand 80 rm from u, so i wouldnt recommend it, apparently the trip by taxi shld only cost abt 40 rm. guess the locals are trying all they can to squeeze the tourist dry.
from kuala Besut you can choose two kinds of sea transport, by speed boat which would take abt 30 min at 60rm for round trip, though we managed to get it for 50 rm, which is avaliable almost immediately or the slow boat which takes about 1 hr30 mins for 40rm and with no regular timing. Its pretty obvious that the locals are trying to earn as much as they can.
if you are returning on a friday i would advise to leave by the 4pm boat because of the friday prayers the bus would only start running from 3 -4 pm onwards.

There are 2 perehentian islands, Perhentain Kecil and Besar.
The places to stay there are cheap too, ranging from 25 ringgit above...
At perhentian kecil there are two main beaches, coral bay and long beach. i would say that if you like a quiet beach to chill out coral bay is the place. the accomdation is pretty okie at Fatimah chalet for 30 ringgit, with basic needs such as a bed and toilet and not missing the mosquito net ( it would be great if you do bring along a repelllent).
The whole atmosphere on ths island is pretty rastafarie Hint* =p

Peronaly i prefer Long beach, the water is much nicer and the waves are larger, and if you like late nitez party or place to chill out plamtree cafe 2 @ at long beach is the place! The cheapest place at long beach has got to be sympony, at 25 riggit, with common toilets. the rooms are wooden attap huts big enough to hold only 2 single beds, with palm tree leaves for the roof with holes in it. you can see the moonlight thru the holes when you sleep (great isnt it? u can save on nite lights). The only sink is outdoors infront of a snall tree with a tiny piece of broken mirror stuck between the branches. The shower room is the most basic of the basic , with the rusty shower head splewing out brown rusty water, and the toilet without a flush and the only way to clean urself after releasing is using water. typical asia way. i dun mind the shower its the toilets that's not that comfortable for me, i dun mind creepy places but it musn't smell too bad and i need enough lighting to see. but overall its great for the price u pay =p. i would reccomend the toilets at the resturants for shittin.. if not the toilets at sympony are pretty ok for peeing.=p

okie enough of toilet talk.

the food there is really good but a little pricey for malaysia with food(main course) costing abt 7 rm and above.
The must do activities are slacking and tanning on the beach, swimming in the all too fantastic sea, snokelling etc.
the music at Palmtree cafe 2 is pretty good from R n B to regge to house to trance etc.

i would really encourage you to visit Perhentian islands coz its pardise! heheh well close enough except for the toilets =p

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Addiction


its weird that whenever i dun run, i feel like i am weak and flabby and disgustingly slack.... addiction....
its like an addiction to cocaine, whenever you dun get ur regular doses ur body goes into redrawal syndrome, my body starts feelin very tired and lethargic...
craving for running... it goes into shock.

my body starts shaking and shivering
spasms wreck their way through my body
fagitue and lethargic-ness overwhelming me
I craved
I hankered
I yearned
for it
like a drug
i am an addict

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Hong Kong



took a weekend trip to hongkong... find it too city like and crowded for my liking....
hongkong really made mi felt suffocated when i was walking in the streets... all u can see are buildings packed so close together that u can hardly see the spaces in between...

Galz Nite out 2

Galz Nite out



great nite out with jes, banu, fiona....
went to the salsa club at first coz of the free flow.. but it shuvks coz we clouldn't salsa...
end up in mos... but there's nothin fabtastic abt there either...
but then as i always say, its not the place its the company that matters....
love u babes!!!

back to my cheena roots



yup!! that's mi in that "cheena" top.. eatin hagen darz's ice cream on valentine's day

MERLION and DAWN!!! =p



merlion and dawnlion spitting at the same time into the "all too clean" singapore river...

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Scrambled Brains

TEXT TYPES!!!!! SBA Day 2!!!!! Anatomy Test!!!!!!!!!!!!

arugh!!!! only 2 more days to anatomy and i haven started!!!!!!
juz finish 1 text types and it took mi so long!!!
haven felt this stress for such a long time!!!
I can feel the load pushing me under.........

panic is slowly overtaking my body.....
my mind is like srambled eggs now... arugh!!!!!!!!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

sickening but familiar


Its weird how out of the blue i start feelin the impending pressure of school... the sickening but familiar feeling of assignments and test starts creeping up.

arugh!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Audience Choice Film Festival Normination



The Norminated short film "Hong Kong" starring a Local actress Dawn Ooi and two French actors Nicolas Martin and Mehdi.

Monday, February 13, 2006

No.. Dun.. Blah Blah Blah...

NO! dun! it's not gonna last... dun put in too much...

this's wat ppl hav been sayin to mi...

dun invest in something that wun last or hav returns in the end..

but do you realise that time is not an accurate measurement?
it can be something that is 5 or 10 yrs but it still ends in the end
so should i hav said no to u in the first place?

no i wun, because you should experience life the way your hearts tells u to with regards to using ur head too.
i noe that its something that wun last but does it matter?
now that i am happy with life?

and that i found a reason for mi to smile?

never live life and look back saying i should have... i wish i had.. if only i..
never regret, every day is an experience that is unique
so celebrate each day that u lived coz not one is similar...

Immerse in the Present


The weather is really awesome, with the right kind of sun for a great day at the beach...
and it makes mi feel happy.... =)

but i guess watever that goes up will come down sooner or later...
nothing lasts forever especially the happy moments..
but meanwhile why worry about the future when you cant predict it?
immerse in the present and bask in the happy times..

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Grayness

my night's shrouded by this aura of moody-ness
that somehow seems to engulf my whole being
swallowing me atom by atom...

yet strangely there is no will to get out of it...

i am in the midst of Gray Clouds....
Drifting..

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Uncertainties

running... once a passion so strong that nothing could deter me from its path...

to feel the speed when you run...
the trill of clocking a good time...

the pressure of performing..............

do i still run becoz of the desire to run???
i love running... but...... has training became a chore instead of an enjoyment?
has the pressure to perform turn it into a a battle everytime?
where has my fighting spirit gone?
why do i not feel motivated to train everyday?
or has the training environment changed?

3 yrs... i am almost always trainin alone... all the time
rain or shine i will be down at the track
gave up my social life, pratically no time to meet up with friends..
i always wonder how is it like to hav a life other than running 24/7
to play other sports for pure enjoyment?
and not competitive all the time?

ranking 5th in singapore now.. wat has it given mi???
more pressure from coach paul to perform??
to feel screwed up everytime i cant clock a good time in the race?
feel ashame to face coach...
i dun noe wat i want anymore...
i used to be so sure but now... there r many other things in life that i want to achieve..
everyone is saying dun give up you r almost there but do they know the toll it has taken on mi??

i know i always seems like an energizer bunny always on the go.. trainin everyday but do they noe the lonliness of trainin alone?
the Sacrifice i made to be where i am today?

i am so afraid that if i let go i'll regret it..
but i juz dun no how to carry on...

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

3 Babes.. hahaha


My sisters and me on the first day of Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

chinese new year!!!!!!!!
New year in Miri is awesome... the whole atmosphere is totally chinese new yr unlike spore..... food n lots of food all home made.... juz cant stop eating...
n the fire works r so cool n fun to play with.

makes mi feel so happy n part of the big family...

Monday, January 23, 2006

The First Breath of the Morning


breathe......

the smell of morning whiff up my nose...
the slight dampness of the dew drops on the leaves,
the breeze that sweeps through bringing in the scent of a beautiful morning
with the promise of a perfect day...

i open my eyes and took in the cloudless sky

this is going to be one of those days where everything seems so right..



well at least the disappointments doesn't come till later in the day...

and hopes surge through me.....

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Coolness


do i need to say more?

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Home... strange enough, i really missed it... wanna be home, where i feel totally at peace with myself..

training is taking over my life again... soon it will be the same lifeless schedule.. not that i hate it...i love it in a way.. its necessary... but it means less time to hang out with frens... will that distance me from my frens?
training really exhuast me both mentally and physically....

Nice but suckie la~

dun really know what is goin on...
kinda in a half optimistic half pessimistic situation..
cant say that i am totally unhappy about it.. but neither am i totally contented with it..
wouldnt want a fast forward but yet loathe the lull about it...
to sum it up.. nice but suckie la~

but meanwhile i dun give a damn and continue to enjoy my life!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Drift


Drift wood floating among the waves...
moving which ever direction the current takes it to...
never finding a beach that it wants to drift up to...
when it finally sights one,
it is caught between the current that is pulling it out to the boundless ocean and the waves that are pounding on to the shore....

torn and uncertain

Friday, January 06, 2006

Breeze


For the breezy gust shall set its course,
and the gloom will be put away by the orange star
and a smile shall reign from afar the dusk is gone for all is well in dawn

Fog


State of blue....
clouds, murky sky, raindrops...

casting their gloom over the dawn.
where there should be a crimson tinge creeping up the horizon, it was a greyish hue that envolops the sky and the landscape instead...

fog swirling around obstructing the sun....

the dampness clung on to everything...

Friday, December 16, 2005

How Dumb can a person get?

How Dumb can a person be??

i have juz received stupid comments like:

Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
when and where u saw?
Dawn - Arugh i saw a flasher!! says:
juz now at bukit batok
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
lol
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
cool
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:

Dawn - Arugh i saw a flasher!! says:
its not cool dude
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
haha
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
y la..
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
traumatised ah
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
take it ez man
Dawn - Arugh i saw a flasher!! says:
nope but its jux not cool

can u believe something like that came out from someone who is goona be a teacher??
wats gonna happen to the future generations of spore?

shit wat happen to him? brains dripped out during GESL GYm sessions?? pumping too much iron till he has no brains left?
MOron!!!

*2 tight Slaps* you major fuck ass!! where is the Quality control for teachers?

Shit happens

One breezy night i was chatting away happily with veron, laughing and bitching abt stuff.
suddenly... i felt a presence behind me and out of instinct i turn around.

ARUGH!!!!!!
i saw this looming figure flondlin his manhood right in front of me with his pants down... Horrors...
But instead of the typical high pitch screams females normally emit, i cooly whipped out my Nokia 7610 and called the pigs...
but damn the pigs, by the time they got there i could have been raped and killed..

they took 20mins to arrive...
The irony, when they declare in their posters that we slp sound becoz of them...


shit happens...

reflection of my sub concious?

Holidays.... the period of time when you r suppose to be enjoying and wishing that it'll last forever....

but... it doesnt feel so to me.....

this hols feels weird... or rather its me....
i dun feel happy...... why not? i dun noe...

i feel really suffocated....

it feels like tonnes and tonnes of cotton are falling on me and i am drowning under it... trying to gasp for air, fighting the cottons pushing them aside to get the sweet air of life... but.. when i finally gulp in the precious lungful of air , it didnt feel like a relief... it feels like i've breathed in a lungful of exhuast fumes instead..

gasp!!!!
i find myself on my bed with my pillows around me... its a dream.... but is it??

Remise

walkin past clement's n nico's ex hall room give me a feeling of empitness...
it feels like how you'll still have the feeling of your arm when its already amputated off...

no longer be able to pop my head into their room n holler "hey Drunk Smurf"

miss them most when during certain moments in jon's room where you'll expect to hear clement's voice and seeing him entering the room makes the slience louder..

julie, one of the rare person that i met who shares my spirit of implusiveness, living for the moment, its such a regretable thing that i din get to know her that well during the whole term time....

here i am sitting in front of my comp and staring into space... remising....

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wana Get Away...

Looking thru all my Vacation pictures juz makes me wanna get away for another trip...
i hear the call of a vacation calling out to me...
but tickets in dec is really too expensive....
Ppl might think that i'm crazy to want to go on another trip when i juz came back from one recently
but how can i ever describe to them the exhilaration of a trip overseas without plans..
the experience of being out of our comfort zone..
the thrill of trying out new things
the release from the hectic n stressful lifestyle of singapore...
they would never understand how i feel till they experience it themselves...
even so it might not be the same coz every experience is a unique one..

when will i ever get out of singapore and its mudane life...

to do wat i wanna do, to live a life that i truly wan to and be the person i really am without all the constraints of this conforming society??

Stop! dun bother telling me that i am too idealistic...
How can there ever be the existence of your dreams in reality if you never dare to dream and work towards it??


I know where i belong amd every particle of my body and soul yearn towards it...
Dun bother judging me, i dun give a shit... find something more intertesting to do ya...

Lifeless??


bah bah bah.....

back to trainin life again after slacking for 2 months..'
gotta to try to wake up in the morning for the double session...

anyway am going away to malaysia from x mas to some stupid wedding... shucks!!!
but daddy say so.... =( arugh...

life's so boring... everyday is a repetition.... shucks!!!
Suckie la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, December 12, 2005

Missing

i'm missing someone....
who i'll never thought that i'll missed...

bad throat....

arugh cigarette smoke always makes mi lose my voice when i go clubbing...=(
hate the smell of it....
anyway went to chris birthday at O bar... was kinda boring coz the music n the place sucks plus the fact that i am so tired....
but becoz it's for chris that i stayed..

today was fun at sentosa... playing ultimate frisbee n touch rugby was way cool...
plus eating watermelon n doritos with salsa sauce... yummy!!
great day for games...

bonus came in but after setting aside money for rent , paying debts n topping up the accounts not really left with that much.. =|
sad huh...

Sunday, December 11, 2005

hellooo payday!!


payday is gonna be in 2 more days but it seems like forever..... =(
and after paying for hall fees i am so gonna be low again...
sad.....

all the french ppl r gone.. clement, nico, julie.. all r back in france...
really miss them.. hall life is not gonna be the same without them esp clement!! the lobster =p...
and not seeing julie is sad too...
anyway thats all =|

Friday, December 09, 2005

Julie and Dawn in Phuket~



this is Julie and me on the streets of patong...

Reflections on Phuket


The decision to go backpacking in phuket was a spontaneous and crazy one...
julie n me decided to go phuket on 26th noon, got the tickets went to the airport in the night n spend the night there =p

n waalaa!! 27th morning we r there... =)

it was really huge!! findin our way there..=p
and both of us attract shit n shit happens..=p
julie nearly got ran over by a cab in changi airport n i nearly crashed into a van while trying to ride a scooter for the 1st time in my life..=p hahaha all on the 1st day!!!
we stop at patong beach a few days, beautiful beach n nice shopping but we both came to the conclusion that we din like it that much coz it seems to exist solely for westerners, hagen darz, mac, starbucks... come on, its thailand not USA ya noe...
Mia Chop Patong *dun like patong*
but Karon beach was really cool.. the waves were huge n ppl at karon were much more friendlier... from MamA from the guest house, "Our House", to X and his Ugly friend who brought us around on scooters... it was really fun....
really glad to meet X though i suspect that he's much younger than the age he told mi..
oh yah one of the highlight of the trip was the white water rafting... totally fun n huge!!!
we did level 4!!!!
don n alex the guides were really nice ppl who went out of their way to make things fun n enjoyable for us...
and the jump from the cliff( abt 6-7m) into the waterfall was so exhilarating...

really enjoyed myself in the trip esp with julie who's so crazy like me...

really missed her now that she's on her way back to france...

everytime i go back to thailand it juz strengthen my resolve to work in thailand..
i love the country so much that it really feels like home..
even more homely than singapore... the irony...
kit terng thailand maak maak!!!

Sunday, December 04, 2005