How Dumb can a person get?

How Dumb can a person be??

i have juz received stupid comments like:

Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
when and where u saw?
Dawn - Arugh i saw a flasher!! says:
juz now at bukit batok
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
lol
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
cool
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:

Dawn - Arugh i saw a flasher!! says:
its not cool dude
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
haha
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
y la..
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
traumatised ah
Dev wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! says:
take it ez man
Dawn - Arugh i saw a flasher!! says:
nope but its jux not cool

can u believe something like that came out from someone who is goona be a teacher??
wats gonna happen to the future generations of spore?

shit wat happen to him? brains dripped out during GESL GYm sessions?? pumping too much iron till he has no brains left?
MOron!!!

*2 tight Slaps* you major fuck ass!! where is the Quality control for teachers?

Shit happens

One breezy night i was chatting away happily with veron, laughing and bitching abt stuff.
suddenly... i felt a presence behind me and out of instinct i turn around.

ARUGH!!!!!!
i saw this looming figure flondlin his manhood right in front of me with his pants down... Horrors...
But instead of the typical high pitch screams females normally emit, i cooly whipped out my Nokia 7610 and called the pigs...
but damn the pigs, by the time they got there i could have been raped and killed..

they took 20mins to arrive...
The irony, when they declare in their posters that we slp sound becoz of them...

shit happens...

reflection of my sub concious?

Holidays.... the period of time when you r suppose to be enjoying and wishing that it'll last forever....

but... it doesnt feel so to me.....

this hols feels weird... or rather its me....
i dun feel happy...... why not? i dun noe...

i feel really suffocated....

it feels like tonnes and tonnes of cotton are falling on me and i am drowning under it... trying to gasp for air, fighting the cottons pushing them aside to get the sweet air of life... but.. when i finally gulp in the precious lungful of air , it didnt feel like a relief... it feels like i've breathed in a lungful of exhuast fumes instead..

gasp!!!!
i find myself on my bed with my pillows around me... its a dream.... but is it??

Remise

walkin past clement's n nico's ex hall room give me a feeling of empitness...
it feels like how you'll still have the feeling of your arm when its already amputated off...

no longer be able to pop my head into their room n holler "hey Drunk Smurf"

miss them most when during certain moments in jon's room where you'll expect to hear clement's voice and seeing him entering the room makes the slience louder..

julie, one of the rare person that i met who shares my spirit of implusiveness, living for the moment, its such a regretable thing that i din get to know her that well during the whole term time....

here i am sitting in front of my comp and staring into space... remising....

Wana Get Away...

Looking thru all my Vacation pictures juz makes me wanna get away for another trip...
i hear the call of a vacation calling out to me...
but tickets in dec is really too expensive....
Ppl might think that i'm crazy to want to go on another trip when i juz came back from one recently
but how can i ever describe to them the exhilaration of a trip overseas without plans..
the experience of being out of our comfort zone..
the thrill of trying out new things
the release from the hectic n stressful lifestyle of singapore...
they would never understand how i feel till they experience it themselves...
even so it might not be the same coz every experience is a unique one..

when will i ever get out of singapore and its mudane life...

to do wat i wanna do, to live a life that i truly wan to and be the person i really am without all the constraints of this conforming society??

Stop! dun bother telling me that i am too idealistic...
How can there ever be the existence of your dreams in reality if you never dare to dream and work towards it??


I know where i belong amd every particle of my body and soul yearn towards it...
Dun bother judging me, i dun give a shit... find something more intertesting to do ya...

Lifeless??

bah bah bah.....

back to trainin life again after slacking for 2 months..'
gotta to try to wake up in the morning for the double session...

anyway am going away to malaysia from x mas to some stupid wedding... shucks!!!
but daddy say so.... =( arugh...

life's so boring... everyday is a repetition.... shucks!!!
Suckie la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Missing

i'm missing someone....
who i'll never thought that i'll missed...

bad throat....

arugh cigarette smoke always makes mi lose my voice when i go clubbing...=(
hate the smell of it....
anyway went to chris birthday at O bar... was kinda boring coz the music n the place sucks plus the fact that i am so tired....
but becoz it's for chris that i stayed..

today was fun at sentosa... playing ultimate frisbee n touch rugby was way cool...
plus eating watermelon n doritos with salsa sauce... yummy!!
great day for games...

bonus came in but after setting aside money for rent , paying debts n topping up the accounts not really left with that much.. =|
sad huh...

hellooo payday!!

payday is gonna be in 2 more days but it seems like forever..... =(
and after paying for hall fees i am so gonna be low again...
sad.....

all the french ppl r gone.. clement, nico, julie.. all r back in france...
really miss them.. hall life is not gonna be the same without them esp clement!! the lobster =p...
and not seeing julie is sad too...
anyway thats all =|

Julie and Dawn in Phuket~

this is Julie and me on the streets of patong...

Reflections on Phuket

The decision to go backpacking in phuket was a spontaneous and crazy one...
julie n me decided to go phuket on 26th noon, got the tickets went to the airport in the night n spend the night there =p

n waalaa!! 27th morning we r there... =)

it was really huge!! findin our way there..=p
and both of us attract shit n shit happens..=p
julie nearly got ran over by a cab in changi airport n i nearly crashed into a van while trying to ride a scooter for the 1st time in my life..=p hahaha all on the 1st day!!!
we stop at patong beach a few days, beautiful beach n nice shopping but we both came to the conclusion that we din like it that much coz it seems to exist solely for westerners, hagen darz, mac, starbucks... come on, its thailand not USA ya noe...
Mia Chop Patong *dun like patong*
but Karon beach was really cool.. the waves were huge n ppl at karon were much more friendlier... from MamA from the guest house, "Our House", to X and his Ugly friend who brought us around on scooters... it was really fun....
really glad to meet X though i suspect that he's much younger than the age he told mi..
oh yah one of the highlight of the trip was the white water rafting... totally fun n huge!!!
we did level 4!!!!
don n alex the guides were really nice ppl who went out of their way to make things fun n enjoyable for us...
and the jump from the cliff( abt 6-7m) into the waterfall was so exhilarating...

really enjoyed myself in the trip esp with julie who's so crazy like me...

really missed her now that she's on her way back to france...

everytime i go back to thailand it juz strengthen my resolve to work in thailand..
i love the country so much that it really feels like home..
even more homely than singapore... the irony...
kit terng thailand maak maak!!!

Love Thailand- Vacation!!

In Phuket

Wat can i say abt Phuket other than its totally fun n cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its so crazy man... julie n mi juz attarct shit n shit happens hahah....

anyway now i'm in kata beach which is a much nicer n quiter place than patong beach which is so full of ladyboys and gals waitin to be picked up by guys... arugh...
anyway i still really enjoyed myself.. love thailand even more
!!!

Vacation!!!!!

PHUKET HERE I COME!!!

i really think i am crazy today morning i juz decided to go phuket n i am gonna take the next flight out of spore tommorrow... =p
i am so happy!!!!

Veron and Me

Stinky Poo

Arugh!!!! okie how shall i start... hmmm...

lets give this person i am gonna bitch about a name.... how abt Stinky Poo?

Okie ready get set GO!!!

Seeing stinky poo make mi feel like i've juz glance into a toilet bowl full of shit.. wat?! u say it cant be that bad??
man can you imagine shit rotting and flies around it?? and the stench of it makes you wanna puke out your guts...

And that is exactly how i Feel about Shity Poo..

i hav so much to bitch aboout that i juz dun noe where to start...
let mi start by talking bout Stinky Poo's height or the lack of it... i betcha couldnt see him unless you happen to glance down on the floor at some cockcroaches scurrying past... oh... Stinky Poo would be perfect for the lastest casting for a movie...
drawfs for lord of the rings 2...if they ever make it

and the grossest bullshit abt Stinky Poo is that he thinks that he's casonova... HELLO!!! take a look at urself....

duh!!!!!

the most unbelievable thing is some dumbass sobbing her ass out over Stinky Poo.. come on get a life man... even the canteen's uncle better... okok i am Exaggerating... but its really not that much better...

And i shall end here.... sick of bitching abt stinky poo... duh..

Oblivious-ness

G n D's paper is juz 1 day away and i am still in my candy floss n Dark triple chocolate ice cream mood......

where's stress when u need it? =p

Here i am happily oblivious to exams and bloggin away... la la la la ~~~~~~
and planning for Holidays... oh my ..... =p

Listening to November's Chopin~~~~~~~

The Game They Play with Humans as Pawns

Attraction the Game of teasing that Gods play with Human....

They Plot and plan to hit you unaware... to catch u alone and unsuspecting then before you know it, WHAM! Bang! you're It!!!!

When you realized that you are tagged, you try with all your might to dodge, to ignore and wriggle out of it but the more you struggle the tighter you are entangled in the web of attraction...

And somewhere up there those who are playing the game will be laughing and enjoying your demise while drinking Volka and Baileys...





its time to move on from the past and look forward to the future..... =)

Thoughts...

Expected the Unexpected..........

My fave part of my room

God Damn It!! i am insomniac!!!

arugh!!!!!!!!!!!!
the torture of being tired but not able to sleep .....
knowing that u have a paper in the noon is no fun at all....
arughhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn it!!!!!!!
even Bob Marley doesnt soothe mi at all!!!!!!!!!

The Teh Peng Bug

I have juz contracted the "Teh Peng" bug....

yup, you heard it rite, I repeat the TEH PENG bug....

Whats that?? you mean you dun noe???

what kind of moron r u??

Wats in the "teh"?

Caffeine la gondoo sami....

horrors.... its the eve of intro to PE paper and i've got insomia due to a dose of caffeine in that seemingly harmless cup of teh peng...

The evil people who invented TEH PENG muz have planned for this to happen.....

ok ok i noe i am talkin zeez french word....
wat french word?? where the hell hav u been?... arhhhh... sleeing in mike koh's class rite.... see caught u red handed.... *smirk*

BullShit , wat else do u expect??

think its the caffeine driving mi nuts....
I am cranky coz i cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 little lamb over the fence
2 little lamb over the fence
3 little lamb over the fence
4 little lamb over the fence
5 little lamb over the fence
7 little lamb over the fence
8 little lamb over the fence
9 little lamb over the fence........................................................
100 kumbeng soup over the fence....

oops i mean litte lambs.....

sleep!!!!! where the @##@$# r u when i need u?????

if i screw up on the paper it will be becoz of the "TEH PENG"!!!!

down with the TEH PENG!!!!!!!

~Fucka People~

Overload of information.... inspiration

Desired outcomes...moral uprightness, courage and conviction in adversity bah bah bah..

psycomotor, cognitive and physical domain... bah bah..
Coss... NSA.... bah bah

Flexner.. bah abh..
arugh.......
brain is overloading!!!!!

only 2 down, now 2 more to go for mike koh's ipe, haven touch values yet...



I have nothing but RESPECT for mike koh, never seen any one who is so passionate abt his profession.

U could practically see the fire burning in his eyes when he talk about PE and the drive in him to raise the standards of the profession.
I can understand his frustrations when he see PE teachers in schools conforming to the academic demands and not guarding their lessons zealously, who failed to remember the values taught to them, who forgot their dreams of wanting to be a PE teacher who'll engage children in Physical activities and instill in them the love for sports, who gave up their philosophy in PE instead of aligning them to MOE's desired outcomes and fight for their beliefs.
It is a really sad situation out there, its a losing battle not becoz PE is not valued by schools rather it is caused by Deserters of the PE Philosophy.

i would say he is one of the rare lecturer who inspires me. i could feel that his passion for PE to be just like how i feel for Atheletics. He inspires me to be a PE teacher who'll want to inculcate values in children and develop them physically , cognitively and affectively, last but not least nuture their enthusiasm for sports.

Because i believe that it will help to build a strong foundation for children to continue enjoying sports or take part in it competitively to become elite athletes.

He helped me changed my perspective in coming into teaching as a career. At first i came in so i could train for my 400m everything else is secondary.
Now Running is still as important but so is being a PE teacher.

Yesterday was the inter- Ministry Carnival.....
it was not bad coz i won money for the run... heeezzz
was fun coz it was a team relay.... but running 400m always gets me into the zone but over all both runs were quite relax , coz i dun see the point of whacking really hard for it ya.... as long as we win we will get the $$$ though not much but compared to cheap plastics it was wow!
but guess running 2 heats n finals really tire me out..
was so shag that i fell rite asleep after bath and couldnt function at all till when i woke up at 5pm from my 2nd nap...
horrible coz i haven studied yat.. arugh....

really feeling tired.... anyway... gotta go mug my notes already...

Intro To PE... Arugh..... Nothing seems to be absorbed

Horrors...... haven even start studying for exams.... arugh....

but the worst is i totally dun feel like studying...

sad......
but whatever gotta try .. so now i am trying.. =p

News Flash!!

*News Flash*

For insight into the average hall 12 and 13 ppl, juz hang out in the canteen for 15mins....
we have ppl parading in the fashions of the yester-years.....
talk abt time travel, they look like they came from the 1990s..
Long side burns that you can flip with a swing of ur head,
tight spagetti tops with...... FBT shorts! - arugh how screw up can one's fashion sense be??
No. 1 look alikes walking about....
ppl wearing identical Bright T-shirts that screams losers.. oops i mean their hall no. =p
the list goes no....

thanks for ur time with hall 12 n 13's news flash. please tune in same time tml...





ARUGH!!!!!!! pain!!!! cant even run... and if i do run , i'm gonna look like rogers rabit hopping around.....
*sad* adipose tissue expanding like berserk........... anyway enough of the crap

Controversy

Is having a child without a father that bad?
Does that mean a family isnt a family without a father?
But why not?
You can find happiness evrywhere if you know where to look,

A mother with her child can still be a happy family, so what if the child have a father?
He can be a a drunkard, a drug abuser, a violent person...
I believe that a mother and her child can still live happily without the need for a father...

This is the century where a woman do not need to rely on a man to survive, she will not be disgraced just because she doesn't have a husband...

if a deed is done no point trying to pretend tha it doesn't exist or try to find the easiest way out.
the only thing to be done is to face the consequences.
Don't look back and regret, face it bravely and create your own happiness.

i give all single mothers my blessings and hope that they have the courage to live happily with their child. Do not conform to People or Society just because you are not doin the expected, be brave and harden yourself for the road ahead is rough going. perserve and you will find happiness........

Memories.....

Haven been blogging for goodness know how long....
Dun noe why but i really feel the need to blog now... its like there is this void inside me.
Feel empty.... Life is fine, i am okie with my situation but... Whats wrong?


Life is weird, people are weird... Strange things happen to ppl........... juz like emotions...
Emotion is this funny little thing that can overwhelm you, seize you when you least expect it to.
Makes you happy or sad or changes without warning...

i wonder why am i writing all these bullshit.............

There are some people that you'll meet who are special and irreplaceable, people who just affect and impact your life without realising it.
People who'll you'll never forget, who touch your heart and leave foot prints in your life...
And you wonder why...
Wonder why does memories of them appear when you least expect it to.
why is the memory so deeply ingrained that you just can't forget.

Memories can be a fraud, it could be something that you thought was the way it was but it might not be.