Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Audience Choice Film Festival Normination



The Norminated short film "Hong Kong" starring a Local actress Dawn Ooi and two French actors Nicolas Martin and Mehdi.

Monday, February 13, 2006

No.. Dun.. Blah Blah Blah...

NO! dun! it's not gonna last... dun put in too much...

this's wat ppl hav been sayin to mi...

dun invest in something that wun last or hav returns in the end..

but do you realise that time is not an accurate measurement?
it can be something that is 5 or 10 yrs but it still ends in the end
so should i hav said no to u in the first place?

no i wun, because you should experience life the way your hearts tells u to with regards to using ur head too.
i noe that its something that wun last but does it matter?
now that i am happy with life?

and that i found a reason for mi to smile?

never live life and look back saying i should have... i wish i had.. if only i..
never regret, every day is an experience that is unique
so celebrate each day that u lived coz not one is similar...

Immerse in the Present


The weather is really awesome, with the right kind of sun for a great day at the beach...
and it makes mi feel happy.... =)

but i guess watever that goes up will come down sooner or later...
nothing lasts forever especially the happy moments..
but meanwhile why worry about the future when you cant predict it?
immerse in the present and bask in the happy times..

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Grayness

my night's shrouded by this aura of moody-ness
that somehow seems to engulf my whole being
swallowing me atom by atom...

yet strangely there is no will to get out of it...

i am in the midst of Gray Clouds....
Drifting..

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Uncertainties

running... once a passion so strong that nothing could deter me from its path...

to feel the speed when you run...
the trill of clocking a good time...

the pressure of performing..............

do i still run becoz of the desire to run???
i love running... but...... has training became a chore instead of an enjoyment?
has the pressure to perform turn it into a a battle everytime?
where has my fighting spirit gone?
why do i not feel motivated to train everyday?
or has the training environment changed?

3 yrs... i am almost always trainin alone... all the time
rain or shine i will be down at the track
gave up my social life, pratically no time to meet up with friends..
i always wonder how is it like to hav a life other than running 24/7
to play other sports for pure enjoyment?
and not competitive all the time?

ranking 5th in singapore now.. wat has it given mi???
more pressure from coach paul to perform??
to feel screwed up everytime i cant clock a good time in the race?
feel ashame to face coach...
i dun noe wat i want anymore...
i used to be so sure but now... there r many other things in life that i want to achieve..
everyone is saying dun give up you r almost there but do they know the toll it has taken on mi??

i know i always seems like an energizer bunny always on the go.. trainin everyday but do they noe the lonliness of trainin alone?
the Sacrifice i made to be where i am today?

i am so afraid that if i let go i'll regret it..
but i juz dun no how to carry on...