>,<

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Lifeless

Lifeless... yup! that's me...
weekends seem so short nowdays... juz a blink n a short nap it's over...
boo hoo hoo... =(
cant seem to remember what i have done since practicum starts...
all i can feel is tiredness and sleepy-ness...
even if i managed to end work earlier i never seem to have
any energy left to do other stuff...
miserable that's my name...
Depressed... plus i'm broke... and i'm getting fat for lack of
energy to do sports
hiaz... think soon i'll be the next one getting my face splashed
across the news for the next MRT suicide headlines...

okie okie i noe that's used tonnes of times already,
how about sentosa tram suicide??

i guess i have never planned so much in my life compared to now...
every single day lesson plan lesson plan lesson plan......... arugh!!!
i so need a permanent break from all these shyte... god save mi... =
standing from of 4o lil monkeys and taming them into some sort
of civility is no easy feat...
plus the fact that my supervisor is a total i repeat, TOTAL BITCH!!!!
arugh.. dun even feel like eleborating..
>.<

yesterday i took out my beautiful mizuno 400m spikes shoes
and headed down to the stadium,
gosh how can i ever tell you how much i missed it?
how it feel so rite to be sprinting, even though i am aching all over now.. =p
how my every cell yearn towards that feeling..
how i feel like i've found my long lost love..
i missed you sprinting, the love of my life ..
it was my everything... used to be...
i never knew how much i belong when i sprint till i step
on the track yesterday...
always i refused to think about regrets in thedecision that i have
made in my life and so far i have not regret on anything that i did...
till yesterday...
i regreted, perphaps i really shouldnt gave up..
and only i noe the real reason why i gave up... the ultimate reason...
if i could turn back time, i guess i am willing to give up everything
to pursue my dream...
to beat chee swee li's record to go to thailand to train ..
to continue sprinting...

but time will never turn back, so make the best out of the present...
i'm happy now too, though i cant be the same dawn who was so fast
when she was on track...
well... watever goes i guess...

updates

has been quite a while since i last blog, blame it on the ever busy schedule
lesson plans...
no matter how sick i feel or how tired i am, class stills goes on
and i'll still be standing rite in front of 40 lil kids,
and gettin them to move their asses or do some thinking...
not to mention the naughty lil monkeys.. =p
well all in a day's work....

well at least the term break's coming along....
woohooo..... =)

well had a nice weekend in thailand the last week,
kinda rush but stillmanaged to do some shopping...

was suppose to be there wif elaine but that silly gal
had a passport with an expiry of less than 6 months,
the tickets can be changed or cancel and the only
solution is to change the name of the holder..
so poor lil lion was shock out of his lil skin
when i suddenly pop the idea of goin to thailand wif me...

that was my first time in the new airport in thailand,
much nicer and bigger i would say but its so far away
from the city and the route of the airport bus also changed..

well. we head down to khao sarn to look for cheap accomodation
wat a long ride and the poor lil lion wasnt feeling too well..

as always khao sarn street is so busy and full of life,
juz love the atmosphere there...
as i always say, i love thailand...

well dun have much time now to write on my trip in thailand,
will do so when i hav the time...
=p