Look at how classy the mac are over in france compared to the ones in spore... plastic and bright red.

Merde

funny that i am having difficulty settling down back home... after a whole month of being away, arent i suppose to be feeling so great when i am back??
it feels like i am missing a piece of my life and i am wandering around looking for it....
i miss yeeyuen... i miss the times where i can juz get her out for coffee n talk abt everything under the sun to her... good ones bad ones....

i guess its becoz my environment juz changes...
have to move out from my nice single room at hall... staying at home is strange coz i no longer has that corner that i can call my own...
school life will no longer be the same like the past 1 year.... the group of crazy awesome people that i have been hanging out with are now scattered all over the world... The one person who brought so much colours to my life is in another far corner of the world...

ya i noe, time will make me get use to it... i know that which dumb ass doesnt, but it doesnt makes me feel any better rite now...

you said to keep busy and do stuff so that i won't think of it... i will...

its raining and gloomy now.. great isnt it.. fits my mood....

i hate feeling this way..

merde......

dun try to tell me to cheer up and look on the bright side... dun even think of it...
all u'll get is my fist in ur mouth...
i feel shit... so leave me alone......