Jia youu!!!!

Kind of find myself looking forward to this certain day...
looking forward to that familiar sight..
and that familiar presence
i want my hugs!!!!!!
hahah oh my.. i was thinking of writing something subtle..
but guess i juz cant contain the excitement...
I miss u Lil lion!
really look forward to that day..
well 13 more days to go...
DAWN!! jia you!!!!!

perserve!!

Its over!! =)

Sports carnival is finally over!!
all the hardwork is well put in..
thankz to all the great fantastic PE dept people and all the others who helped out whether willingly or Unwillingly.. hehehe

This being my first Sports carnival definitely makes it unforgettable..
How could i forget the Super Enthusiatic primary one boys for running way over the 50m mark and ended up running 300m before anyone manage to stop them. and Guess who was it who stop them even when i was asking ppl thru the walkie talkie to stop the run aways..
Yes! iT was the Boss himself the Principal.. >.<
Gosh!!
It was juz hilarious and worrying at the same time..


Then came the blur kids who wasnt able to differentiate their individaul lanes, cutting into the other lanes and swapping back to their own lanes to pass over the baton..
The 4* 100m relay team who ended up with their 1st runner running 400m and finishing 2nd..
dun ask me why... i have no idea...
and the chaotic dissmissal where the parents were hovering around like vultures and grabbing their children before the teachers dimiss them..
GOSH!! horrid.. and the lil lost lambs and the left overs.. =p
but it was still enjoyable minus the sunburn and fatigue..
hehehe...

The sports carnival was abl to be pulled off was really due to the great effoets of shah, vic, yuanyuan, phillip, chin, hamdan etc...

Well done guys!!!!!!

ARUGH

angry!!!

Restless

Mood's been bad..
restless...

The consumer will never know the sweat and toil of the farmer...
The heart he put into nuturin the sapling,
The time he devotes to growing,
The effort he puts into sowing,
The hardwork of plowing,
The joy of harvesting.

No, the consumer never knows,
biting into the commercialized packaged food...
Thats all you know, the product not the process...
you will never know the heart wrench behind it all...
stuck and comsume in your ignorance and selfishness...
Standing in the midst of your presumption...
indulging in the food you self-centred egomanic!!!!

why count?

yeah why count?
why make life pass slower?
why make things difficult?
why get flustered?
Why pin after something?
why get so hype up?
why look forward?
When probably there's nuthing you can do about it?
when u'll only know when it comes...
forget it..
why bother?


Philosophying??
probably...

Nua-ing

this entire hols all i've been doing is nua-ing and sleeping all day long at home...
its kinda nice to beable to do that coz life have been really hectic.
finally got out of the house for a k box session with the kakis from school..
had a nice singing though i sound awfulbut it was fun hangin out with them..
guess i am lucky to meet ppl who i can click with and look out for me in my work place

juz finish settin my paper stil haven tonnes of work to do.. so all the way!!!
now i'm juz waiting for my time to fast forward till 12 of april...
faster faster hehehe...
hiaz instead ofdoin work i am juz sitting here doin nuthin
>.<

Paranoia

i feel sick of waiting, and thoughts running wild...
sick to the point that i juz dun wanna think or worry about it anymore...
if it has to happen there's nothing i can do to sway it...
after all i am far away in this little island... aint it?

after hearing the stories i admit, uneasiness grew...
insecurities leap by bounds
weakening me...
i am afraid...
afraid to lose something that meant so much to me...
i hate to be in this position...
totally....

Angst!!

sick... sick like a dog....
that's what i am ...
haven felt so sick in my life....
2 days of lyin in bed is horrid enough without thinkin of the chills n shivering and headaches and all the other shit that comes along with it...

i hate the feeling of being ignored... absolutely...
feeling angry with the whole world...
arugh!