Holidays.... the period of time when you r suppose to be enjoying and wishing that it'll last forever....
but... it doesnt feel so to me.....
this hols feels weird... or rather its me....
i dun feel happy...... why not? i dun noe...
i feel really suffocated....
it feels like tonnes and tonnes of cotton are falling on me and i am drowning under it... trying to gasp for air, fighting the cottons pushing them aside to get the sweet air of life... but.. when i finally gulp in the precious lungful of air , it didnt feel like a relief... it feels like i've breathed in a lungful of exhuast fumes instead..
gasp!!!!
i find myself on my bed with my pillows around me... its a dream.... but is it??
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