Lifeless... yup! that's me...
weekends seem so short nowdays... juz a blink n a short nap it's over...
boo hoo hoo... =(
cant seem to remember what i have done since practicum starts...
all i can feel is tiredness and sleepy-ness...
even if i managed to end work earlier i never seem to have
any energy left to do other stuff...
miserable that's my name...
Depressed... plus i'm broke... and i'm getting fat for lack of
energy to do sports
hiaz... think soon i'll be the next one getting my face splashed
across the news for the next MRT suicide headlines...
okie okie i noe that's used tonnes of times already,
how about sentosa tram suicide??
i guess i have never planned so much in my life compared to now...
every single day lesson plan lesson plan lesson plan......... arugh!!!
i so need a permanent break from all these shyte... god save mi... =
standing from of 4o lil monkeys and taming them into some sort
of civility is no easy feat...
plus the fact that my supervisor is a total i repeat, TOTAL BITCH!!!!
arugh.. dun even feel like eleborating..
>.<
yesterday i took out my beautiful mizuno 400m spikes shoes
and headed down to the stadium,
gosh how can i ever tell you how much i missed it?
how it feel so rite to be sprinting, even though i am aching all over now.. =p
how my every cell yearn towards that feeling..
how i feel like i've found my long lost love..
i missed you sprinting, the love of my life ..
it was my everything... used to be...
i never knew how much i belong when i sprint till i step
on the track yesterday...
always i refused to think about regrets in thedecision that i have
made in my life and so far i have not regret on anything that i did...
till yesterday...
i regreted, perphaps i really shouldnt gave up..
and only i noe the real reason why i gave up... the ultimate reason...
if i could turn back time, i guess i am willing to give up everything
to pursue my dream...
to beat chee swee li's record to go to thailand to train ..
to continue sprinting...
but time will never turn back, so make the best out of the present...
i'm happy now too, though i cant be the same dawn who was so fast
when she was on track...
well... watever goes i guess...