Inspiring...

*sigh* my blog's kinda Obsolete...
Juz haven had the time to pen down any thoughts...'
but i guess the most inspiring emotion that motivates u is sadness..
nothing can wax eloquence like the negative side of a human...
the down side of life that drags you down ironically makes you wanna write about it...

There are things that pull me down but i guess i have been coping okie.. but nothing beats the news today...
it stings like a wasp sting... sending pulses of venom into your blodd stream with every throb of your heart...
slowly inflitrating your body and contaminating every single cell... every single atom...
moving in like a swarm of locusts... devoring every rational thoughts...

But aint human an animal where primitive instinct takes over when pain and hurt are perceived?
what instinct you ask?
Pulling yourself into a protective cocoon...
Minimise damage done and begin healing... aint it?

cowardly you said?
maybe i am...
coz pain juz aint my best fren...

i guess i haven start the cocoon yet...guess the system's still in shock over the sting...
only time can tell... wat effects it'll have on me.. i guess...
i'll see....
Au'revoir...
My alternate ego...