Retro 70s nitez

its was nice to see jon, ro, farah and suzzy...
well clubbin was fine... suckie that i rush down in cab yet miss the free entry b4 11pm... suckie la~
MoMo was disappointing, the crowd wasnt enough and the R nB wasnt good for dancing... anyway headed back early like 2 plus....

the funnest thing is dresssing retro together!! coolness!!!!!!! aye!!!
me with my red pokla dots hoop ear rings, big red hair band totally 70s!! hahah

woop woop woop it all flies away

i love pri 3 esp victor's class... really enjoy teaching them... lesson really went very smoothly....

whatever unhappiness juz flies away when i am with the children, they really brighten up my day... of course u have the naughty ones but they are still very cute...
pri 3 are the best, they are so full of energy and they really are willing to get involved in the games and enjoy playing...

i am really gonna miss teaching when i go back to school...
somehow i really look forward to being in the school even after school...........
coz i feel really happy here, i juz dun mind staying back to play or help out after work.

i noe that this is the job for me i really enjoy it...

tired but happy

tired..... but happy... =)

had a tiring day teaching striking and fielding games to the Pri 6 em3...
well its really challenging but not bad.. had a lot more to learn...

victor is really a great help, very fun n nice guy, taught me a lot...

had nafa 1.6km test.. arugh so hard to count the rounds there are so many students, coming at u like a swarm of bees...
but i really enjoyed the game of basket ball with th eteachers and the students, the kids are really good and i learn alot from them...

teaching eng is really tough for me.. i mean its not an easy subject to teach with the diff ways of questioning, well its my first 2 lessons only, i will try my best to learn more...

~~~~~~

ha ha ha....

had both my lessons observed today... well i guess it went pretty ok but of course with lots of room for improvement.....
=)

i really enjoy teaching the kids... somehow they make me feel happy... =)
wonder should i stay to have a look at their basket ball practice or should i juz go home and slack.... hmm?? i wonder.....

yeah! today wearing my new nike sports bra and shorts!! and my new nike sling bag... yeah!! =p

nike rockz...

hahaha.....

Que Sara Sara

~Whatever will be will be~

somehow, a little song i knew when i was a little girl kept playing in my head,

Que Sara Sara

When i was juz a little gal,
i ask my mother what will i be
will i be pretty?
will i be rich?
here's what she says to me,

Que sara sara, whatever will be will be,
the future's not ours to see,
que sara sara
What will be will be

Life is beautiful, if u noe where to look,
i wanna be happy and i will strive towards it...

Unknown

u ask am i dissapointed or reassured?
honestly i dun noe...
tears juz flow without knowing why...
I dun noe...

guess its hard, but as i always say u never know what the future holds...
be it something that last or ends,
it is something that i'll never regret..

you are rite,the stone is on me coz i am the one without a choice,
since i am without a choice....
i shouldnt be fretting about it...
there is nothing i can do...

it isnt easy but i dun wan to make it more difficult for myself...

ya, rite now there is a stone in me, my heart feels so heavy but i guess it'll lighten up in time...

Us

someone close to me said that if we are heading nowwhere isnt it better to end it...
are we really heading nowwhere?
No! i dun feel so...
i refused to think so...

that idea didnt even cross my mind at all... its something that i cant imagine...
life without ur presence.. without u...

actually i was caught off guard when i saw the message...

i cant deny that for a moment.. i was afraid...

uncertainity creep up on me...

but i took out my bat and hit it out of my head... whack!!!!!!!!

i dun want to think of it, i refuse to be inconfident of us

coz i cant go thru everyday thinking of something so pessimistic...

i believe in us... believe that whatever that is between us is special and irreplacable and strong enough to keep us together even if distance keeps us apart...

=)

hey dear buddy.....

wo hen kai xing that u finally have a xi huan de ren! even though hui you yi dian guai guai coz so xi guan to ni mei you xi huan de ren chu le shu han... but i am really happy for u la....
ha ha ha....
all the best la .....
jia you! zhen si feng shui lun liu zhuan... =p

Pissed

i'm pissed... so pissed...
to think abt it, i shouldnt get pissed coz there should be nothing to get pissed abt...
but i am juz pissed...
arugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant get over it... i am juz so pissed off....
arugh

This picture is really one of my fave, it captured us at one of our most comfortable spot...

fine

had my pri sch's open house today.......
well really like the atmosphere, thry really do stuff for the studenst not for the school..
haven been doin much, juz goin to work n comin home to sleep...
but being busy at work keeps my mind off thinkin about that awesome little guy.. =p
have been wanting to work out but have not done so yet.. cant believe that i am so lazy.... arugh.........
life has been quite fine.... but at times somehows my thoughts runs wild ike an unruly horse. thoughts of him, thoughts of us....
i am coping fine though...
backsliding is unavoidable...
but i am fine

Look at how classy the mac are over in france compared to the ones in spore... plastic and bright red.

Merde

funny that i am having difficulty settling down back home... after a whole month of being away, arent i suppose to be feeling so great when i am back??
it feels like i am missing a piece of my life and i am wandering around looking for it....
i miss yeeyuen... i miss the times where i can juz get her out for coffee n talk abt everything under the sun to her... good ones bad ones....

i guess its becoz my environment juz changes...
have to move out from my nice single room at hall... staying at home is strange coz i no longer has that corner that i can call my own...
school life will no longer be the same like the past 1 year.... the group of crazy awesome people that i have been hanging out with are now scattered all over the world... The one person who brought so much colours to my life is in another far corner of the world...

ya i noe, time will make me get use to it... i know that which dumb ass doesnt, but it doesnt makes me feel any better rite now...

you said to keep busy and do stuff so that i won't think of it... i will...

its raining and gloomy now.. great isnt it.. fits my mood....

i hate feeling this way..

merde......

dun try to tell me to cheer up and look on the bright side... dun even think of it...
all u'll get is my fist in ur mouth...
i feel shit... so leave me alone......

Frames of paris

Moulin rouge
Yup ppl the famous pyramid in Da Vinci Code


the ceiling inside the louvre.. amazing rite

>The City Hall



look at the details of the buildings... its so awesome
Ladies and gentlemen , Notre Dame

CHEESE!!!! all kinds of it


yup people this is the condom machine... they dun sell condoms in 7-11 like in spore they only sell it in the machines or phamacy... funny rite..

dog shit everywhere hahah yup the rumour u hav heard is true.. hahahah

la la la ... viva france

awesome awesome awesome.......
wat else can i the petit citron can say... hahaha
now i am in lyon in nico's frens apartment...
man they are a bunch of awesome people.......
david, yannick, americk, carlima.. pardon my spellin....
cool people... awesome.. hahaha
juz finish the 3 days of 24hour concert.. with tonnes of crazy n funny activites, great concert, funny n hilarious improvisation matches... arugh words cannot do justice to the times i had!!!!! oh ya did i mention that they had bungee jumping from the top of a crane?? nop the being the scaredy cat i am i opted to stay on ground.. can u imagine i'll juz freeze my ass off up there in that swinging cage with fight?? arugh.. not a pretty sight i bet... and they had this laser game that u have 2 teams against each other and u have a gun with a scope that u can look in n aim juz like real sniper.. hahaha for a range of 80m and u run behind barriers the cars n trying to get the flag of the opposite team it was so cool.. esp when u r hiding trying to snipe someone n suddenly u got snipe n u'll be looking ard for that bastard..
hahahaha
there are races fpr 24 hr where u'll run or cycle or roller blade for 6 hrs totally crazy
and the atmosphere is awesome people are having fun and nothing is formal n even the performances people r juz enjoyin themselves....

getting drunk, smoking joints,smoking shisha, partying... its so awesome...
MEHDI!!!!! now i am in ur flat slacking away hahahaha.. awww jealous.. too bab hahaha

to back track.. b4 lyon i was in coeuiloon where nico's home is in this little village its so charming and beautiful... can u imagine being surround by farms and wheat fields cows and meadows of wild flower and lying in the middle of it is heavenly......
awww i dun wanna go home...
i absolutely love nico's parents... they re such a pair of dear people... his dad is so humourous , making jokes and his mum is such a lovely lady.. awww i love them..did i juz say that again?? hahaha they are mavellous.. his mum is such a fantastic cook that i look forward to dinner every day... man she can cook like a god..hahah its really delicous that u'll salivate thinking of the food...
did i mention that i went fishing?? yup i did;;; erm... nope din manage to catch any...
the weather here is the best its so cool that u will never ever sweat

fuck the hot n humid weather in spore!!!!!

the food is awesome i love the cheese the sausage... arugh..; everything
i love the young people they have attitude man people are dressed n behave the way they juz are if u r into punk u totally ozze punk hahaha
how can i describe it all....

In Paris

Hey all you fucka and crazy people!!!!
yup dawn is now in paris.... its so beautiful.... the buildings are amazing, really detailed ...
wat you say?? of course i went to the louve.. yes the da vinci code.. haha dun turn green with envy... the sculptures were awesome , the stuff from, egypt is so fascinating and the old paintings jux takes ur breath away... check! mona lisa!! yes people i have seen it!!! and the pyramid that appears in davinci code.... haha now its the time for me to ya ya... =p dun hav time to update more.. see you !!!

Knowing...

i miss you sayang...
i couldn't stop the rain drops from my eyes...
they just keep falling...

it really didnt feel like you were going off at the airport
it juz feels like any other shopping trip...

i am counting down the days..




the sadness engulf me not because i won't see you again...
i know i am gonna see you again in france and you have no idea how happy that makes me..
it's the knowledge that you won't be in singapore anymore that makes me feel empty..
feels like i am missing something...
Knowing that everytime i past by that familiar door but you are not there anymore..
knowing that i cant disturb or just hug you whenever i want ...
knowing that i won't have someone pushing mi to go running...
knowing that i can't be having lunch with you at the canteens...
knowing that i won't be clubbing with you again in spore...
knowing that i won't be watching a movie with you in your room again...
knowing that i cant hold your hand whenever i want to...
knowing that i won't wake up with you beside me...
knowing that i can't look you up in your room after class...

knowing that life's gonna carry on and be okie... but its never gonna be the same without you...

knowing that being with you has make me so happy....
knowing that wat awesome times we spent together...
knowing that you are one of the best things that happens to me...

knowing all these just makes me misses you even more...
but i'll be okie...life will be as usual.... just won't be the same...

images of langkawi

roadside store sellin the best goreng pisang ever
rubber trees plantation
Playboy *wink*

arriving at the jetty
fishing boats at the jetty

Langkawi

well... went back to langkawi for a few days to collect m identity card.. arugh my pic looks so horrid... blag!
anyway as i was sayin... i was in langkawi and it was great!!! thankz to all my fantastic relatives there... n the great company of nicolas n mehdi!!
motor biking around the whole island was totally awesome... i love the feeling of being ride ard....

Travel tips About Langkawi

To get to langkawi, you'll gonna have to take a bus to alor setar from either spore or JB... of course JB's much cheaper but.. have to watch out for people who'll lie to u abt the time for departure juz to get u to buy tickets from them,,, waited a good 3 hrs to board the bus.. this stupid indian told us that it was at 830pm in the end i boar the bus at ard 10 plus.... worse still that stupid tumlet has the cheeks to tell mi that it was written 945pm on the tickets when its so obvious to anyone with the least bit of knowledge about the mordern numerical system that it was written 8 45pm.. wat an ass!

wuuuu shaaaa~~~~ *deep breath

where was i??
oh ya.. its abt 13 hr ride to alor setar where you'll either take a bus or taxi to the jetty to board the ferry.. there is a ferry to langkawi at every hour.
its about 1 hr 15mins journey to langkawi island.

i would suggest that you either rent a car or a motorbike to travel around coz there isnt any public transport except a taxi...
and i personally prefer the motorbike (30rm a day) coz thats the best way to see the whole island.
The best part about Langkawi is the DUTY FREE! yup you heard me rite, Duty free! so the booze r really cheap.. how cheap u say? hmmm how about 1.70 ringgit for a can of tiger? plus there a tonnes of duty free booze shop around so you'll have no prob finding booze plus the fierce compeition, i'm sure that there are bargains to be found.

you can find lodgings easily there from cheap hotels to 5 stars ones like the sheraton.
The pace of life is langkawi is slow and relax...
the first place of interest is definetely the cable car.. its about 500m above sea level n the view is gorgeous... cost you about 15 rm
there are numerous beaches around and some of them are nice...
but have to watch out for tanjiong rhu which is a nice beach with great sand and a good view.. but dun try to walk to over to the nearby island during low tide coz when the tide comes in it creates a whirlpool due to the 3 small islands infront of it. to swim in it is juz as dangerous coz the beach doesnt slope down gradually there is a sudden drop and that is where people gets caught in the whirlpool.. almost every year some tourist would die there.. so my advise is go have a look at the beach for its nice view and nice sand, u can swim very near to shore at your own risk but dun try to swim out too far or walk on the sand during the low tide...
you can have a look at the black sand beach... nothin very fantastic abt it though..
pantar cenang is nice you can spend the day there swimming and play water sports. the other places of interest are the underwater park , the reptile park, bird park, mini zoo. you can also go on tours by boat to various parts of the island eg. for eagle feeding, bats cave, mangrove swamp the fresh water lake in the middle of the island and many more.
one of the must go places will be the highest point in langkawi at the mountains about 800m above sea level.. you can see the whole of langkawi island from there.

i feel that the best thing about langkawi are the people there. they are friendly. and the kampongs dotted all around the island and beside the roads is a nice sight to behold and the great part about it are the little stores by the road side with the malayladies sellin their wares... from goreng pisang(fried banana) to the all too fantastic Ramli burger to stores selling typical malay dishes etc.... you will have to try those food coz they are so delicious!

you can also snokel at langkawi aat the marine park. they have a ferry that brings to snokel at this island near langkawi... its abt 1 hr 30 mins
there are alot of variety of fishes there and you will definetly get to see sharks as they swim up to the beach...

if you wanna club i would recommend you this club at sheraton hotel called SomePlaceElse, it nice with a live band playing... i had a great time there!