Knowing...

i miss you sayang...
i couldn't stop the rain drops from my eyes...
they just keep falling...

it really didnt feel like you were going off at the airport
it juz feels like any other shopping trip...

i am counting down the days..




the sadness engulf me not because i won't see you again...
i know i am gonna see you again in france and you have no idea how happy that makes me..
it's the knowledge that you won't be in singapore anymore that makes me feel empty..
feels like i am missing something...
Knowing that everytime i past by that familiar door but you are not there anymore..
knowing that i cant disturb or just hug you whenever i want ...
knowing that i won't have someone pushing mi to go running...
knowing that i can't be having lunch with you at the canteens...
knowing that i won't be clubbing with you again in spore...
knowing that i won't be watching a movie with you in your room again...
knowing that i cant hold your hand whenever i want to...
knowing that i won't wake up with you beside me...
knowing that i can't look you up in your room after class...

knowing that life's gonna carry on and be okie... but its never gonna be the same without you...

knowing that being with you has make me so happy....
knowing that wat awesome times we spent together...
knowing that you are one of the best things that happens to me...

knowing all these just makes me misses you even more...
but i'll be okie...life will be as usual.... just won't be the same...