XXXOOOXXXOOO

Had a awesome date with lil lion on sat.... after waking up so darn late.. well we finally got our ass out... to town...
coz i wanna eat at puncak at fareast,... yes the poor lil lion has to travel all the way there wif me juz to eat somethin, but he's really nice about it.. so *Muacks* hehehe...
i am so sick of the food at JP.. same food all over n over again..
hehehe.. k k ... i juz wanna go somewhere else n eat...=p
well after eatin , i dop by elaine's shop to say hi.. haven seen my sis for ages.. and *gasp!!! she looks so beautiful after her hair cut, juz like a doll!!!!!! prettyyy!!!
hahah for the first time in 18 years i am praising my sis.... =p
wahahah
then its no plan dunno wat to do... so well we thot of goin somewhere to chill,but it was still early, we cant decide between catchin a movie or headin down to clarke quay... tried tossin coin but hmm that din help at all...
juz end up laughin like 2 idiots.. =p
and gettin cheated by the stupid machine in the stupid acrade at ps!!!!!! hahah ya we lost $1.5..
>.<

well so it's movie at the picture house... n yikes!! dun ever watch Big Bang Love Juvenile for entertainment coz it sucks... i wun tarnish the reputation of movies by sayin its one, its a film thats all i would say about it.. i appreciated from a film point of view, but its really sux to hell for a movie... and they din let us bring our popcorn in!!! stupid woman who sold me the tix was rappin away like a train so i wasnt payin the slightest bit of attention to wat ever she said

anyway we head down to clarke quay and i really love the atmosphere there... its so carnival like!!
and some lady boy were askin directions from us... wooooo!!! hahah and we juz had to trail behind them to make sure... pssss juz like some spy.. or erhh kpo ..

finally we head down to cafe iguana... woooo love the huge ass magaritas.. awesome!! n its was happy hr!! so half price!!!!!..
yeah!!!!!!!!and we got complimentary tacos!!!!
=)
the walk n beer drinkin was great too.. really feel great .. juz that the only down side is beer definitely doesnt go well wif magaritas.... >.<
but well it was still really nice!!! =)



Ramdom thoughts: expected norms are stuff that definitely dun apply to me... coz i'll always act the way i want to regardless... =p

sheeesshhhh!!!!!

Huge ass magaritas!!!!!

myself

sometimes hav u ever wondered who u r?
to question yourself on the real u?

i know who i truly am...
i wun and cant change the person i am..
i may not be the perfect person but i love who i am..
i have my share of flaws, my crappiness, and everything that may not be that nice
but it all still boils down to my personality and my identity of who i really am
there may be people who hate the way i am or people who love me for the person i am or people who tolerate and accept me..

i guess its then all up to others to view me and decide for themselves the way they react towards me...

there are some that'll i care about , and some that i dun..

To the some i care about wat i want to say is i am the way i am... looks personality and everything, love or accept mi for who i am for i am the way i am...

Pics again!!!

Okie babes i've uploaded the pics so grab them!!!

Wat could be worse??!!

wat could be worse??
havin a test tommorrow and not being able to get in the mood to study...
>.<
Help Somebody help me.....
well i've done some readings but nothin's goin in yet..
well i guess i'll really need divine intervention for the test...
=
and its already nitez...
i'm such a mega slacker..

i've juz realised that its only 3 weeks more of study n it'll be bye bye to my sch life...
boo hoo hooo *sob *sob
frankly i really couldnt bear to leave sch... tis past 1 yr plus had been awesome..
well i guess life moves on whether u wan it to or not..
3 weeks???!!! ARUGH!!!!!
to finsh all the modules??!!!
HELP!!!!!!

*wuuuushaaaaaa
okie okie i'm gettin a grip on myself...
its really unbelievably fast n scary
>.<

well enuff of my bull shit it's time to go back n hit the books...
*well at least i'm tryin =p

Supposely studyin >.<

i am suppose to be studyin for exercise physiology test...
but i end up doin every other thing like
chattin wif yeeyuen for like hours, msning wif lil lion, reading blogs, blogging instead of studyin..
gosh... the system's kinda not running, seem hard to get into the study for test mood after the long hols.. >.<
well.. wat else to do except to try mugging..
=

Some over due pics... =)

Skinny Monkey acting cute!! >.<>

Eyyyy that looks more delicious!! come on ros!!! dun be greedy u hav urs!! hahah

Farah's totally engrossed in her food....

He hates cheeries and i love 'em!!

Yummy waffle!! slups!

Suzi's bday
Class 2 B ICG frisbee team

Simple

Sometimes, the simplest things in life are the ones that make u the happiest..

Little actions, simple words touch you deep rite there in your heart..

the simplest stuff that you do will yet turn out to be the most enjoyable ones..

Starin into his eyes makes me smiles

Shootin baskets wif him like a nutty makes me laugh

Time extension makes me happier than he knew

Simple lil things yet it add colors n sparkle to my lil la la world...

i wonder

i wonder...
does Silence means anything??
or do words seem Unnecessary?
have words take on a meaning that was not meant to be?
did more words spill out than was intended?
hav words affect without intention?
should silence be the better route to take?
will words be mistaken as interference ?

Perphaps the best is to keep thoughts to oneself...
mayhaps wat deem as the best u intended would instead turn out to be the contrary...

uncertainities...

clarification? unvoice?

uncertain...

Here's to Friendship

i miss you...

lee yee yuen!!!

i really do...

i miss the times that u were here...

i'll be able to juz give u a call where ever when ever

be it happy, sad, angry or juz bored...

to meet up with u as and when we r free,

sitting by the bistros, hangin out at the stairs near bukit batok, goin shoppin watchin movies etc..

to noe that u'll be there for me no matter wat happens,

that i'll be able to run crying into ur arms,

to be able to hug u n jump for joy,

to stone n zone out wif your comforting presence

to bitch about anything under the sun,

to laugh and make stupid jokes

getting beaten up by u for no apparent reason >.< (child abuse) hahah

to go crazy shopping

even to juz give u a goofy smile b4 tellin u some silly thoughts ...

i miss you... miss knowing that u r close by..

i noe that distance will not change us.. and wat is between us..

it juz saddens me that i cannot be there for u 24 /7

cant be there to comfort u when u r sad,

nor scream wif joy together

or gossip bout ur lastest crush

sometimes i miss sec sch... where we'll always hang out

well i guess everyone grows up and gets busy wif their life and pursues their dreams

well cheers to frenship

i miss you best fren...

watever post

heading out later for the memek suzi's bday dinner.. ahahaha
happy bday suzi!!!!!!

it was real tiring shopping for a present for cheryl yest... i spend so much time walkin ard n end up wif the most basic gift..
undies... yes undies... juz din noe wat else to get
>.<
watever..
fruit of the enforced shoppin, a pair of slippers for lil lion, 2 pairs of nike shorts for me, undies for cheryl.... awesome fried mars bar, caramel frap, n horrid green tea frap, mos burger...
well thats abt it...

its kinda suckie tat the weekend juz shot by without even sayin hi >.<

i wanna weekends!!!!!


i am such a freakin slacker.. sitting in front of the comp while he's cleaning up the room...
hahahaha/...
yeah!! =p

Snapshots

Yummy!!!!

DUNKIN DONUTS!!! WE NEED THEM IN SPORE!!!!!!

i love this sweet grandma of mine... she's practically my world.. =)

yes yes its da old rich man and his 3 galfrens.. wahahahah

Regina and me..

Grace and Elaine, moi sisters... ya ya i noe we dun look alike at all... i've heard it like not much juz a million times =p

Most of the cousins... gals i mean.. dunno wat happen to the guys.. probably slackin somewhere..

The cousins Melody, me, michelle and da biatch Alicia... juz bargin into the pic >.<

Photo shoot @ JB

i was juz looking thru the past few entries of my blog...
arugh.. how long has it been since i last bitch??
ages ago... gosh halleluya!! coz i'm turnin into this angel?!!
yikes!!!!!
no way... dawn dearest is definitely not an angel, not a devil maybe but Not an angel..
ya ya i noe tonnes of u fucka ppl will start a online petition to remove mi if i start declaring amy anglicness.. =p
so to prevent that massive hoohaaa i shall spare u that
=p

well on sunday
yes it was a sunday that i had to wake up super duper early!!! like 7am???!!
juz for a Photo shoot...
noooo!! if its some model photo shoot i definitely wun mind =p heheh
but behold its a family photo shoot, not juz family but mega family..
yes yes everyone one from my grandma to my lil irritating baby sis...
i was in such a haste and hurry to get myself ready from bathing to blowing my hair to putting on my make up and dressing up... gosh it was horrid...
why go thru all that effort???
HELLOO??!!
firstly It's a god damn photo shoot!!! u wana a blown up picture of my family with me looking like some indon maid???? noo way!! i hav already suffered for 22 years of my life growin up wif ppl who looks so skinny and pretty!!! goodness noe wat my parents did to screw up to give mi this horrible ugly fat junk of a body!!!

yes yes!!!! my whole family's tall and slim except for poor lil me, i wun even be surprised if i am adopted...
oops??could it really be???

Nay!!!!! kidding =p

i look juz like an indon maid next to my snowy white sisters, i'm shit color.. arughh...

secondly, gosh i juz get too easily distracted, secondly, i will be seeing all my aunts uncles, cousins there and who in her rite mind will wan to look like a complete mess?? plus the fact that i am definitely the shortest lil fart there excluding regina (moi baby sis)
arughhh!!! so i'll hav to look good
plus the fact that my bitch of a cousin Alicia is goona turn up, wat better motivation is there for mi to dress up...

=p

i had to rush from hall spending money on callin a cab n rush all the way back expecting everyone to be ready and go... but??? as i expected in a way that as usual there is an uproar in my house with every single one of them in their personal whirlwind, rushing to put on make up , last min trim of their eye brows, looking for shoes ironing their clothes... gosh!!!
my house's like a war zone...
well.. and urs truly join in that madness as well ... hehehe....

finally after making my poor dad wait for ages, all the babes are ready to go...
and making our way to the customs,
guess wat i found out??!!!

For the fucking first time in my life!!! i have to fill up a white form to cross the border
WTH??!!
oops why?? coz i forget that i trash my malaysian citizenship for a singaporean one..
cant blame mi ya i've been holdin a malaysian passport for the pass 21 ++ years of my life..
well No regrets at all, why would i wanan go back to that shit hole.... when its not even home??
singapore's shity as well no arguements from me abt that but its Home that makes all the difference in the world...

and i thot that once we cross the border we'll head to the studio and wham bang!! taadaaa
done with the shoot and i'll be back to my lovely country...

But NOOO!!! i was deceived!!!!
yes Misled into thinkin that the appointment for the shoot was in the morning!!!!!
and guess wat they did??? yes they all went to have bat ku teh..
wth??!!!!
and noe wat time is the appoinment???!!!
1pm??
then why the hell do i have to be uo so early??!!!
arughhh... i'll never understand wat my dad's thinkin...

roll call, 1, 2 ,3
*waiting*
eyy!!! where's family no.4???

guess where they were??
sleepin at home
yes its my bitch of a cousin,alicia's family
and why are they not there??
ohhhhhh those pampered lil royal arses wanted to sleep more

wat the hell is wrong with that fucking family, wat gives them such special rites?? juz becoz they have larger arses????
assholes..

okie okie
i am juz nasty coz i was made to be there early when they dun have to
plus i really dun like them
and...
the most important thing is
This is my blog i cant say watever i want, if u dun like it, then too bad...

well the shoot took so so long
or should i say the preperation for the shoot every one getting crazy puttin on make up..
and i was turn into da make up artist of the day.. well i dun mind doin it for michelle n melody and audrey.. i like them.. and styling uncle eric's hair (sheesh,,, he's balding) coz he wanan look good.. hahah and max's

it was fun to joke ard with my sisters and michelle, melody, audrey, jon, jeremy
note the ppl not on the list are.... no.1 alicia ooi.. well her "royal highness was tryin to be friend;ly talkin holdin moi arms jokin but sliding evil comments to elaine *my sis*... even though she din say anything nasty to me, but hey!! u dun mess wif my sisters!!!! so we play along and ignore her at selected critical times in conversations... and mega bitch about her
i'm sorry dearest all if i confused u but it's a game that has been goin on since we were kids..
well the rest are arron, andrey n lydia, well ppl in their family juz dun really speak with the rest of the cousin... so too bad...
well too think of it its juz andrey comin to me and tellin me about how he is taller than me.. and i had to break the truth to him, few more yrs maybe....
he was making so much noise that i told him to shut up till he pass the puberty stage..
=p hahahaha....

the shoot was quite funny though, posing and smiling till my mouth nearly crack...

by the time we finish the shoot and wait 1 hr b4 they are ready, to choosing the photos we want, to settling the bill???? arughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

it took forever for us to get home

well the plus point of this day is i get to see my grandma and buyinh DUNKIN DONUTS!!!!!!


DUNKIN DONUTS DUNKIN DONUTS DUNKIN DONUTS

=(

suckie!! school starts.. and here it all goes again...
no more hols.. =(

Base Jumping

Have you ever wondered how do people who do base jumping feel the moment juz b4 they take off??
Exhilaration?
Surge of adrenaline?
fear of possible death?
anticipation of the pleasure of the jump?

isn't it bizarre that people actually do things that has the possiblity of getting them hurt yet love it and do it with zest?
hurling yourself into a something whole heartedly even if you have the knowledge of the negative possibility...

Perhaps life is not experienced if you have never attempt to do something plainly based on following your heart regardless of returns...

Then Maybe, that's part of wat being alive is all about...

Updates on this hols and the year and Day Out @ Zoo

Have not been updatin my blog on the stuff i have done using words... so now i shall..
well to summarise my hols, well for the first time i actually stayed in spore without travelling, but yet in the midst of the slacking and boredom, it is quite meaningful and fruitful.. the time that i could have been travelling, i spent it with enjoyment and pleasure in the company of significant people such as frens, family and the lil lion.
had nice experiences doing stuff that i have never done before... =)
and the best of course was the understanding and support from the lovely frens on my choice and decisions specials thankz to ro, yuen, elaine my dear sister, banu, jeslyn, cheryl and suzi ya la , yes its u babi although u r always laughin at mi!! hahaha =p...

time really flies and its another new year, i look forward to more nice and sweet stuff in this new year!!! =)well looking back on the past year, i have no regrets or rather it was one of the most amazing year of my life.. thankz to the people who made it so... i have met lots of awesome people who broaden my horizons and went wif mi to places that i have never been before..
i guess i really learn much more about myself this past 1 year, i grew up, i know what i want and what's for me...
and i noe that 1 day i'll pack my stuff and backpack the world for a year to see the world, to see the beauty, the ugliness, the compassion, the freedom and much more that i could not describe in mere words, of this world...
and to help and contribute to the best of my abilities to those much less fortunate...
i am not some noble saintly shit ass of a person on any holy crusades to help the world,
i juz feel that i am so fortunate to be born in a place that i have no worries about food or safety and am able to live in comfort so shouldnt i at least give some to those childern who are not as fortunate??

i do not know where life will take mi, sometimes it'll bring you on the path u least expect to, but i noe that at least , that is the direction i wanna head...
but i'll juz adapt wherever the path of fate directs mi coz u'll never know..
=)
yeah..as wise men always say be flexible.. =p
hehehe...


enuff of the emo relfection crap....

wat i did today was great!! well it wasnt anything amazing but it was the company that makes it awesome...
it was nice to be the child that i always am, dashing off to look at animals, to demand an ice cream form the "dad" =p hahhaa... to watch in wonder at the performance of the animals, holding hands feeling happy, snapping wif my camera like nuts, laughin at silly animals, doing hilarious poses for the camera...
it almost made me forget that i am goin on 23 this year being an adult...
23... sometimes it really scares me, coz i really dun feel 23, i dun even feel 20 so how could i feel 23??
i am afraid sometimes, of being push even against my will to be an age that is far too unreal to me an age that i dun feel that i am...
its not that i am refusing to grow up,
i juz dun feel it...
perhaps i am juz weird...
at times i even forget the age till people remind mi, strange isnt it??

well enuff of all this emotional stuff.. yikes >.<

hahaha

yes we went to the ZOO!!!!!=p
Simba looking left looking rite checkin for people....
No One Around!!! and he take a PEE!!!!! in the bushes yikes u disgusting boy!!! hahahah
Kidding!! =p
Who's taller??!!!! Simba or giraffe???!!!
shesshhh!!!! dun wake the sleepin lions!! or we'll lunch!! =p
Lil Lion and da babe!!
The Longest tongue award goes to... *drum roll*
Lion and the prey??!!
Tryin to figure where the hell are we... hehehe

Kangaroo wannabe??
Simba and his long lost brother??!!
*Tink Tink Tink* Round 1
Help!!!!!!!
Kinda seem like he's enjoyin it?? hahahah *evil grin*
Tryin to get some muscles to fight it out wif the Tapirs... =p
I lost!! =(

Timbre

New Year Party!!! at shilton n jen's place =)

Cyber connection

haven been updatin the past weeks plus... been out of touch wif the cyber world due to my faulty modem and screw up wireless connection at home...
well let mi try to recall wat hav i been doin??
hmm...
hmm..
erm... shyte..
laggy memory..
let mi see..

erm.. feedin simba, feedin simba and err feeding simba..
man my dear bottomless pit.. hhahah haven seen anyone who can eat so much n get hungry so fast.. hehehe =p

xmas eve was quite okie,,, went to town to catch nite in the musuem wif simba then head out to watch death note 2 wif the frens...
kira as usual was cool n good looking, that awesome appealing sinister smile and his stare... and that towerin intelligence... totally blew mi away... it sucks that he had to die in the end.. but well i guess its fair since L died too...
but my fave character was still Rem the death god of missa...

cool to the max i juz love the animation......=)

went fishin dat b4 yesterday... yup!! i went fishing but din manage to catch any coz i guess the bait was too soft so it juz end up been tear away by the damn fishes b4 i could hook them.. well the only thing i gain was learning how to cast the fishin line..
=)

sitting next to lil lion and lookin out at the lights coming from town was great...

hmm let mi think wat else did i do??
oh ya watch curse of the golden flower.. ppl let mi tell u!!! its an awesome movie the colours, shots, and acting is superb... this is definitely that should win oscar..
impressive!!

and movie marathon of sky high and final Destination ... it was a record when lil lion finshed sky high without falling asleep
but as usual he dozes off in the midst of FD3... =p

not bad i guess,,,

well he's cookin pasta now.. yummy!!!

well thats it folks... =)

Baskin in Tranquil

its nice to be alone in da room, doin nothing
slacking ard, listening to songs...
i love the quiet, the peace of doing absolutely nothing...
basking in tranquil....
a hug from the dearie will perfect it all..
=)

Sunless tanning wif jeslyn >_<"

day out wif no directions

talk about nowwhere to go.. >_<
singapore's so small.. hiaz.. where to go wat to do?? seems to be doin the same things over n over again.. arugh!!
yes, yes i said b4 its the company that mattters,but there's only so many times u can do the same stuff... >.< without get bored of it
try staring at the MRT map for 15 mins without knowing where to go or wat to do...
damn boring...
but well the day out trip din turn out too bad in the end =p visited west mall...

oh my... west mall, my hang out place since sec sch.. been donkey years since i headed down there...
well ended up in cine watchin cinderella , *horror flick* n as usual urs truly got freak out of her ass.... haha..
=p