Whats's gotta be done gotta be done..
No matter how hard it is..

Down n Down till me feet's draggin on da ground...

1 down and 2 more to go... Assignments, its never ending..
feel so tired...
Term break?? Wat'da 'ell u talkin about?
dun even feel the slightest bit lke term break
=(

sometimes i feel so down, that its draggin my feet on the ground...
cheer up u say?
well i am tryin, always being happy but at times its juz so hard...
somehow the only thing thats keepin me going is Nov 24.. ironically its exam day.. arugh the dreaded motor learnin n sports psych..=|

Before and After

Still Fantastic...

Listening to my lastest bought album...

i love it... the guy who stick true to his music, his creation, his originality, his style....

From the first album that i bought when he juz came into the music scene till now...
it has never fail to soothes me or comfort me or entertain me when i'm bored...
music that i grew up with, music tat seen me thru my growing up years, falling in love, heart broken, stressing up over exams, arguments, moments of my life...

someone who doesnt write music for the profit or popularity, who does it for his love in music and creation...

not juz love songs, yes i love those, juz his...
unique raps, diss-ing, and the chinese style of music (Zhong guo feng)

great music...

~Jay Chou~

The rare one in the chinese music industry...

The one and only...

Free Flow Baileys!!!

Free Flow baileys... real cool ya...
plus the fact that its free... =p

well i would say the bonus point is to meet that fugly ass of a piglet , Jo! =p

Welcome back to civilization!! real proud of u that u managed to survived it all!!!

way to go slacker!!!

today's really such a relective day... feel like my head's in the clouds...
i'm so distracted...

ever since i got my tics i'm so in a world of my own... unhealty isnt it... =p
hehehehe...

well gotta start studyin for my test... =(
Shucks!

need a run badly.. so badly..

feel real unfit n slack that i haven ran for a week...
disgusting ....

Jumping Up and landing Low~~~

Down with one and another to go...
seems never ending, even the term break doesnt seemed to help...
its bogging me down...

sun, beach, chill outs... i want those..
no worries of work or deadlines or irritating test

and a great vacation to look forward to...

Aye mate!! thats what life should be!!

unlike now...
tired, tired and tired...

wanna grumble and complain..

and thankz to sayang, who's always there to hear me out, even when i start repeating myself...

signs of auntie-ness arugh!

touch rugby is fun, enjoy playing it yet wish that i could be better to contribute more to the game...
well guess i'll juz have to play more to learn...
thankz to the supportive kawans that i hav who'll cue me on what to do on field...



somehow i feel the distant call of the track....
i missed it... deeply, sprinting 400m, feeling the wind and the speed and my adrenaline pumping thru my body...
Yes i missed it...

My Uncle sha! i missed running with u...
but whether i wanan commit is another issue..


p/s: not studied yet.. =(

i need a Hug... a big comforting one to crush away all the worries and make me feel carefree like a child....
I need one badly , but where is it?

Gonna Sit on You!!

Its all feelin too familiar... arugh.. its back...
The burden of tests, assignments, micro teaching....
ARRRRRHHHHHH its crushing down on me...
ANNDD... know whats the best part?? i am still not studyin, not much anyway..
shyte..
bad shyte...


The only thing thats lighting up my gloomy thoughts is the fact that i bought , yes BOUGHT my tickets!!!!

i am coming coming coming to france!!

la la la~~


have to get back to studyin but sleep is creeping up on me... =(



hmmm... My crystal ball foresee that i am going to be late for tchoukball seminar.. =p

Smile! lovely!

feel so tired but happy =)
touch rugby at Sp was fun, i finally get to play the game and learn so much more...
the best is that i bought my boots which i proudly wear today!!!!
yeah!!!

thankz to jon , ro n suzy they really made my day!!


hanes T shirt r in so i'm gonna play colour tomorrow!!!
=)
tests are comin in but i'm still in my slacker mode... tsk tsk tsk... =|

finally booked my ticket today but it cost such a bomb... arugh.. but well i guess its worth it.. =)
not able to get cheaper ones, so i'll juz be more trifty...

hmm considering that i juz bought my boots, ordered the PESS nike stuff, not a very good head start.. =p

but well wats great is that i'll be in france!! yeah!!!!!!

CHEERS!!!

Unpredictability of Life

The unpreditability of life...
we talk abt all the time but how many times do we actually know it?

do we ever realise how venerable we are?
how easily life can be snuff out of us?

yup i know, we know all these but how many of us actually understand and learn to treasure life more?
stop getting angry and upset over the smallest thing?
stop being angry at someone?
stop getting upset and lament about how bad life is treating u?
or how u wish things could be different?

i do that... a lot of times but sometimes stuff happened around me that reminds me of how precious life is...

what if tommorrow really never comes?
would i die saying if only??
or would you?

gives u something to think about doesnt it?

love every moment of your life, be it down or ups..
and look on the bright side and be happy coz things never seem that bad when u wake up the next day,
treasure the people who matters to you, coz u'll never know...


In Memory of Julien who passsed on at the young flashy age of 25...

Becoming a Memory

my body's going nuts, too little sleep too much work....
yawnz.. so tiring... juz manage to finsh my taskcards but.. many more to came... =(

The feeling of seeing jenn yesterday was way to awesome to describe...
the familiar great feeling cameback, seem juz like the good old days...

i really miss that bunch of awesome ppl... i really do..
life in school is so boring n dull without them.. probably i had too awesome a year.. =p

clubbing last nite felt like the usual nite out we used to have, ppl like mehdi, paulina, antoine, maria, fernanda, vincent, jenn, obi, anthony, danny, tim, robin, filza, manu, ilda and nicolas who are always present during those crazy nitez...

but yet... these ppl are all missing except for me, jenn n robin... last nite..

the whole ntu is full of the ghosts of all the ppl, the memories.. man...
everytime u pass by places , thoughts of ... awwww we did this here, we did that there..... will come crashing...
and now i'm the one left...
becoming juz a memory to all those awesome frens...
kinda sad...

and all i have left is juz that... memories...

i love u guys! and i really miss u guys...

Humble death...

someone said sometimes god lets u die in the most humbling way...
steve erwin, the all too famous Crocrodile hunter died in the most humbling way we thought was possible...
the guy who played and fool around with the wildest and most dangerous animals...
Crocrodiles, lions, poisonous snakes, u name it.... yet the one that end his short but flashy life was a stingray... yes a stingray...

but technology allows us to benefit from his contribution to the zoological world from the awesome and funny documentaries he made...

A minute of silence for Steve Erwin and stingray with lots of sambal... =p

Look Ma!!!

look Ma!! check out my waist line!!!!

Zhong!

An early start to the crime world... =p

Unknowingly tears fall...

another weekend in school...
another assignment done...
but many more to come.. =(

it shucks to be so broke that i cant go out...
wonder hows the surviving gonna be like for the days to come till the sacred pay day...

it shucks to find it so hard to find someone to go out with...
and the irritating prob of the furnituring of the room with so tight a budget...

Screw up!!!!


Boring.. Boring...

went to watch Ro's game yesterday , well i really understand the game better through watching it, even though to ro its a bad game, but i am glad that they did well today.. =)


i wanna the days where everything seems like chocolate and waffles... sweet and nice...
where i'm never bored and lonely, when everyday seems so exciting and full of happiness..
where there is this warm comforting pair of arms around me whenever i am down...
where fun doubles when shared...
where dreams are full of mashmallows and cotton candy...
where everyday is fulfilled...
where i am happily bissful...

Brief beauty of bubbles

Rainbows... arent they beautiful???

hard to catch sight of them??
well it's juz a matter of knowing where to look...

They seem weightless, floating... drifting...
Going where ever the breeze blows..
Playing a game of tag where the breeze pursues them...
when the Rays of sun falls on them, rainbows appear,
specturms of colourful rays shining through...
Brimming full of hope and joy...
But yet... beauty does not last eternally...
Pop! the bubbles disappears...

You can mourn for the disappearance of the bubbles
But why not joy in the brief beauty of it and keep that moment forever in your heart...

Bubbles

If tomorrow never comes~

talking to Ro really make me feel so much better....

The letter that sayang gave me was the most awesome letter i ever got... =)
i guess sometimes juz treasure the present and be happy... coz u'll never knows if tomorrow comes....
J'taime sayang!
if i ever said or wrote anything that is negative please know that i am having bad days and i'll be fine...

Congrats Dawn!!!

i guess part of me is kinda distracted today...

it keeps going back to that conversation we had yesterday.

apprehensive u ask??
ya i am..

thinking too much?
ya i am...

trying to do something abt it?
WTF do u think i am doing now??
blogging to vent it all out!

there are times that i cant stand myself, well congrats Dawn!!!! this is one of those

la~ la~ la~ la~ la~

The End

sleepless-ness

another sleepness nite...

thoughts jus keep whirling..

absolutely detest what i am feeling now...