loss for words

I saw this post off a secondary sch fren who had a shotgun baby, and i was really touched..

This was what he wrote...

My daughter is the best thing that ever happened to me, although her birth wasn't planned... most babies aren't planned anyway. People say that my daughter is an accident, but I want my daughter to know that she was precious enough for me to live against all odds. People watch their kids grow up... I grew up with my kid, we are the most special childhood friends and there is no word to describe my love for her...


wow... I'm loss for words...

Why Hide pee why?

maybe i'm upset, maybe its PMS...

somehow i was affected by that gesture...

juz dun show it to me at all in the first place...

y cover? y hide?

u think i'll make a scene if anythin goes wrong?

i can lose everythin but i always have my dignity...

i will take my choices in my stride...

i wun pry...

maybe i should really think abt it...

if it is worthwhile...

to take a gamble...

PMS is probably makin me worse...

YOU!

I loathe you... you who screwed up one of the most important days of my life.

Shouldnt have even made the effort..

cannot believed that u made me lost control of my emotions that way!

U r not forgiven!

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(-....-)"

Believe Pee Believe

Its gonna be okie...
juz believe... u hav to...

luv Pee luv...

Loves the shopping.... luvs my new shopping kaki.. =p
luvs bart simpson....

Juz so love sitting on a wet patch... ya rite.. wahaha...

The proposal was great.. super funny...
luvs Ryan Renolds....

and.. Sandra Bullock... =)

Its more than that ya noe....

shld so get the action figure

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Luv the breakfast wif family...

Luv the wedge i bought...

Luv the talk with the Dad...

Luv the possibility of car...

still praying hard... its gonna be alrite n fine...

poor grace with the fringe...

ouch

ouch

ouch

It Hurts....

I need a plaster...

It Hurts Pee... It Hurts

so u think i'm shallow...
That i am who u think i am?
u dun even really noe me.......
I am juz that simple....
nuthin more....
It hurts.. u probbably dun even noe... how affected i am....

arughhhhhhhhhh..........

My Fave Monster

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afraid worried paranoid....

>.<"

arugh..........

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Dun like that stupid dream that day!

pee....

arugh......

20 days to go....

20 more days ... till knowing?

good or bad?

dun really know....

Choices

Thanks for the honesty and assurance...
I must be the one who makes the choice in my life.. nobody should decides for me..
The talk really made me felt glad...
calm me down alot...
be strong... u can always pick up ur life again...

Clueless

Clueless

dumb

Muz be dumb... how can it not be found out?
to accept the fraud? n not strive to find the truth?

How can lies b so easy?

y the need to?

dissapointin

Why Peee why?

sick... thats wat i feel now....
sick in the pits of my stomach....

how did it happen again???

Why did u resist?

now its another one more...

so worried abt u...

wats gonna happen?

MIA PIGS

hates it when Ppl MIA....
wats so difficult abt returning a msg?
duh.....
>.<

Feels so pissed....
Watever...........................

maybe i was wrong abt it.......

Maybe sis is rite.............................

Arugh..........................................................

how can i begin to start sleepin??
it feels so unreal to me.. so surreal..
could it be real?/
be true???
how could it be?


pls be strong...
be very strong..
i always believe that god puts obstacle in front of us so that we'll get over it, learn something n emerge stronger...
pls believe...

hang in there thru it...

u muz
u hav to!
think of ur family if nuthing...

b strong

i'll be praying for u...
u'll b alrite...
be strong coz u'll pick up life where u left it..
i noe its hard.. how can i begin to imagine rite?
be strong luv...

piecing it together

She picked up the piece of jig-saw.. and stared for the longest time...

Where would that piece fit into?

in the midst of thousands little pieces each with their distinct unbending twist and turns..

How would she find the perfect fit?

Suddenly, She spied this unique piece that carries the possibility of fitting into hers.. creating a first bits of the picture?

Star Glazing

She sat glazing at the stars... as if somehow she could penetrate the infinite Darkness and see the space, distance and the difference in time between the burning balls of gas or what we knows as the starry stars...

Has she err? Her thoughts were like a lone coconut adrift in the immense blue of the sea...
Has the coconut found the beach that it sought after with its soul...
or has it gotten itself intoxicated with the uncertainity and freedom of drifting along where the tide carries...

lousy

i feel real lousy...

know what... i feel really tired.. sometimes it really feel as if the ratio of the effort put in seems to tip so steeply.

sometimes it feels like *** is the sun in our solar system... and i am one of the many moons spinning around pluto...

trying to do the best i could, relflecting with my might all the rays that reaches me... doing my best to shine and light up the night...

when i am not even the source of the light ... i'm juz a rock reflecting the light that bounces off me..

thats us isn't it?

i never asked for much... juz need more light from the sun... to warm me up.. making me shine like a star...

too much to ask for????