Its over!! =)

Sports carnival is finally over!!
all the hardwork is well put in..
thankz to all the great fantastic PE dept people and all the others who helped out whether willingly or Unwillingly.. hehehe

This being my first Sports carnival definitely makes it unforgettable..
How could i forget the Super Enthusiatic primary one boys for running way over the 50m mark and ended up running 300m before anyone manage to stop them. and Guess who was it who stop them even when i was asking ppl thru the walkie talkie to stop the run aways..
Yes! iT was the Boss himself the Principal.. >.<
Gosh!!
It was juz hilarious and worrying at the same time..


Then came the blur kids who wasnt able to differentiate their individaul lanes, cutting into the other lanes and swapping back to their own lanes to pass over the baton..
The 4* 100m relay team who ended up with their 1st runner running 400m and finishing 2nd..
dun ask me why... i have no idea...
and the chaotic dissmissal where the parents were hovering around like vultures and grabbing their children before the teachers dimiss them..
GOSH!! horrid.. and the lil lost lambs and the left overs.. =p
but it was still enjoyable minus the sunburn and fatigue..
hehehe...

The sports carnival was abl to be pulled off was really due to the great effoets of shah, vic, yuanyuan, phillip, chin, hamdan etc...

Well done guys!!!!!!

ARUGH

angry!!!

Restless

Mood's been bad..
restless...

The consumer will never know the sweat and toil of the farmer...
The heart he put into nuturin the sapling,
The time he devotes to growing,
The effort he puts into sowing,
The hardwork of plowing,
The joy of harvesting.

No, the consumer never knows,
biting into the commercialized packaged food...
Thats all you know, the product not the process...
you will never know the heart wrench behind it all...
stuck and comsume in your ignorance and selfishness...
Standing in the midst of your presumption...
indulging in the food you self-centred egomanic!!!!

why count?

yeah why count?
why make life pass slower?
why make things difficult?
why get flustered?
Why pin after something?
why get so hype up?
why look forward?
When probably there's nuthing you can do about it?
when u'll only know when it comes...
forget it..
why bother?


Philosophying??
probably...

Nua-ing

this entire hols all i've been doing is nua-ing and sleeping all day long at home...
its kinda nice to beable to do that coz life have been really hectic.
finally got out of the house for a k box session with the kakis from school..
had a nice singing though i sound awfulbut it was fun hangin out with them..
guess i am lucky to meet ppl who i can click with and look out for me in my work place

juz finish settin my paper stil haven tonnes of work to do.. so all the way!!!
now i'm juz waiting for my time to fast forward till 12 of april...
faster faster hehehe...
hiaz instead ofdoin work i am juz sitting here doin nuthin
>.<

Paranoia

i feel sick of waiting, and thoughts running wild...
sick to the point that i juz dun wanna think or worry about it anymore...
if it has to happen there's nothing i can do to sway it...
after all i am far away in this little island... aint it?

after hearing the stories i admit, uneasiness grew...
insecurities leap by bounds
weakening me...
i am afraid...
afraid to lose something that meant so much to me...
i hate to be in this position...
totally....

Angst!!

sick... sick like a dog....
that's what i am ...
haven felt so sick in my life....
2 days of lyin in bed is horrid enough without thinkin of the chills n shivering and headaches and all the other shit that comes along with it...

i hate the feeling of being ignored... absolutely...
feeling angry with the whole world...
arugh!

I love Tim sum dollies and the chopstick!!!

Glitch

perphaps its reliance...
reliance on that steady comfort....
easing my pressure from work, acompanying thru my bored moments

taking refuge from it like a matter of fact..

yet now the absence of it

pushes me to be more independant in handling life and its downs..

learning to release thru myself...

from something that i perphaps took for granted...

I realised that it actually is an indulgence...

a luxury that i own..

maybe i juz detest that waiting...

>.<

probably its some glitch in my system..

or i am so used to it that i cant seemed to adjust to it..

well time will aid in my adjustment..

it have to.. =p

okie! i'll juz come out straight n say it,

yes, i miss that skinny crossbreed of a lion n monkey!

fiend = unreasonable parent

An irritating and unreasonable parent is the cause of my insomnia..
u would think that someone in the same line as i am would understand the situation of teachers better but unfortunately no...

super duper overdue thai pics

Little Sneaky Guy

There's a little cloud of gloom hanging over my head. This Little sneaky guy known as apprehension lurking about. Sowing seeds of his disquiet... Doing what he does best.
Uneasiness starts falling in tiny droplets from the gloom above...

Start of the Suffering

it has been a tiring first few weeks of school... haven been sleeping well.
could it be due to my self induced stress or
is there juz too many things to be done and too little time.. probably the latter..
No matter how i rest , my body never feels refreshed..
maybe i need to visit a shrink..
guess work is boring me down.. i dun even write anymore let alone draw..
I feel really tired and drained... well have to keep plodding on i guess
Life ya' noe.. =p
if there isnt such things call sch hols i'll probably check into IMH soon..
No shit...
well on the bright side its juz abt 2 and half years more to go... grind and bear it DaWn!!!
the fact that all my kakis are in the AM and
i was so cheated to be in the PM, makes this year pretty lonely.. i feel so isolated.. i dun see them much too..
i feel really cheated about the pathetic periods assigned to me for PE.
i juz dun understand why would they assigned non PE trained teachers for PE who cant even teach PE decently and let me take dumb shit lame subjects like Health Ed n Social studies
feels so under utilized.
Maybe at the bottom of it i am unhappy with my work... coz i juz cannot align my personal beliefs with the school's. when they dumped irrelevant subjects rather than what i was trained for to teach and expect with me to produce results. i would of course work hard for the students but i hate it when they are forcing me.. or rather AA.
i dun think i feel happy ever since i started to work officially in this school.
i cant remember the last time that i laugh. Lil Lion has been like my buoy in this sea of pressure.. his stable presence and company helped me stay afloat.. i really dun noe how things will be like in the 2 months that he wont be here.
i reflected on myself some time back that i should change my attitude and be more positive to work.. well i am now i dun hate my work anymore but ultimately i know that i dun feel happy.
i am drowning and losing myself to this mundane life..

sounds so gloomy...
Is it juz me or is everyone like me?

maybe if one day i get depression.. it'll probably be because of my work environment... its not the kids its the school

and this is juz the start of the suffering..

X Mas

mERRY Christmas =

Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium

My Self created Toy in the wonder emporium! =)

Eric's Picture

Juz caught "Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium" atTM.

I love it juz like a lil kid would do if u put me in his emporium..

probably my inner child still exist strongly... =p

I love the lil monkey who always wanna hug.. even though he's a lil ugly but there this pitiful look on his face that draws me... but Lil Lion juz find him creepy.. hehe..

The amazing bouncing balls juz amaze me with the colours.. The vibrancy of the shop was great.. there were so many things happening at the same time.. all the toys there made me wish that i was there...

Even though i felt that the ending was kinda anti climax but i still enjoyed it...

my fave character is defintely the lil encentric kid Eric.. and his wonder hat collection..

and his way of talkin that was way too old for him... juz simply tickles me..

call me childish or easily amaze, "Mr magorium" is a happy and enjoyable movie...

Dawn's Daemon

Hey Ro saw ur post on ur daemon so i decided to see wats my.. hehehe..

Tribute to Iris Chang

It was a chance recall of the documentary Nanking that lead me to search on iris chang..
The renowed author of the best selling book "The Rape of Nanking : the fogotten holocust"
The recollection of news of her death a few years ago...
The sad news of her depression led suicide...
It is tragic that such a talented writer, capable and humane woman would choose to end her life at a young age of 36...
She who brought the forgotten massacre of Nanking to the attention of the world. A extraordinary woman who travelled thousand of miles back to the country of her ancestors, china, to collect personal recounts, diaries of surviving victims and doing research and collecting evidences to present the truth, the horrors and the courage during that terrible period.

I delicate this post to Iris Chang as a tribute to this extraordinary author.

i strongly recommend her book the Rape of Nanking... it is a shocking and gripping recount of history.
i am also looking forward to watchin the documentary.

Finally japan can no longer continue to ignore and deny the atrocities they had commited and bury the victims of the Nanking massacre in history anymore.

Pixel add ons.... >.<

Harry potter pixel face that i attempted...

my first pixel house ... =)

really am very fascinated by pixel art... but its juz kinda tedious......

hopefully there'll be more artwork from moi coming up...

RaMdOm thoughts:

* ball is round... soccer is darn unpredictable... sometimes, taico taico lousy team also can score..

moral of the story for bettin.. never be greedy... or i should have blah blah..'well if i knew i will have become a millionaire....

* stupid tumlet!! took so long to deliver my sundae... >.<.... arugh!!

*i love holidays!!!

*Lists of undesirable personnel: Fat Tofu! stout AA! arugh!!!

*Cant wait to... play with my toys!!! hehehe...

*running makes me feel awesome...

*cant believe i am typing all these junk...

WatEver

Pixel people... >.<

Been pretty bored.. so i decided to try my hand at pixel art.. well taadaaa...
my first 2 pixel people... >.< kinda ugly,, but i guess it'll do for now...

My MY MY!!! Slyvanian Family!! collection!!

Haven really been updating...

well din really do anything interesting but...........
i finally own a slyvanian Family house!!!!!! and of course i bought beds and lil squirrels and dining sets and sofas.....
gosh!! am so excited!! juz cant wait to start playin wif it!! hehehee...

My House!!!!! Lil Lion bought it for me!!!! MuaCks!!! hehehe.....

My Furbanks family!!!! =)