Ancient pine

The ancient pine tree sigh and sway to the song of the wind...
Swaying its enormous and heavy branches,
Feeling the lingering ghostly finger tips of the wind running thru its leaves...
Shush shush shush....
Leaves rustle...
Aged trees of Ancient forest ...
To the sun stretching out ...
Sapling peeking out of the damp loam...
Brimming of life...
Bringing bloom to the ancient pine...

JaCkIE & jAmiE's WeDdInG

wisful thinkin =p

got this pic off ros' blog entry... awww i love her too!!!!!! gosh!! that awesome body!!!n hair n face!!! i am so totallyin agreeing on ur reasons for loving her ros..
if i hav to come up with an ideal pic of a female, well peeps it'll be her... my dream wanna hav body face and hair.. can u see the abs?? gosh!! i want those!!!! totally no fat!!!!!!!

Ride on bus...

staring out of the bus window n listening to my Mp3...
it felt good... to be sitting on a bus, wif nuthing to do other than drownin in my thoughts n day dreams, watching buildings flash by...
funny thoughts of lil lion that makes me smile.. well couldn't possibly burst out laughin on the bus, ppl will think that i'm nutty.. =p hehehe.
"vandalism", long train rides from end to end of the lsland >_< , nachos wif salsa sauce,salsa sauce on tshirts, funky pop ups mizuno tees, pasta wif pesto sauce,skinny monkey, neighbours who leaves their door open 24/7, clothes hanging on the clothes line...
well..
Funny thoughts...
=p that makes me wanna laugh or brings that goofy smile on my face...
happy?? yes i am... very much...
n yes.. i do mean every word i said today morning b4 u head down for school =)
hehehehe... =p

i've been sayin that i wanna run.. but dun seem to be doin it yet.. arughhh.. >_<"

well watever!!!

Shoutin my lil lungs out~~~~

HEYYYYYY!!!!!
ROS!! SUZI!!! FARAH!! RO!!!!!!
where are u guys!!!!!
we have to come out!!!
n ros!! aku not dead alive n jumpin ard.... hahhahaha
call mi!!!!
i wanna play touch wif u guys!!!!!!
n shoppin , terms or watever there is we can do!!!!!!!!
*MuAcKS

>_< OoOoOoOo -_-oOoOoOoO >.<

Talk about nervousness... mega meet the frens sessions.. hahah
yup the normally dun give a hoot dawn is actually shy when it comes to strangers..
hahah ya i noe u wun believe but its true,,, except for ppl like suzi fara n ros who were like old time kawans when i first saw them n was talkin nineteen to the dozen..

yes yes.. dearest all i am shy when it comes to ppl i dun noe... but when i know u .. heheh i guess the mouth juz couldnt close.. =p
had steamboat at marina.. gosh when was the last time i had steamboat..
but as usual i always "loogie" when it comes to steam boat, first i couldnt eat much, next i only go for the hotdogs (cheapo stuff) and i dun take the seafood..
so i really lost out.. heheh...
actually i had the thought that probabbly they were wondering abt my age.. this old auntie among them.. but well i dun care!
well maybe i do a lil' juz a teensy weeny bitsy =p

and after that we went to meet the gal frens.. hAHAH the lil lion's so nervous.. heheh dun worry dorlin' they luv u.. wahahaa...]
poor lil lion juz sat there for hours while we mega bitch to each other...
i love the gals.. who's so important to me... they all the ones who'll back me all the way..
thankz for putting up wif us lil lion.. =p

it was nice to hang out ard cityhall... real nice company.. =)
i'm happy...
walkin all the way till ps was nice coz of lil lion..=p
but gosh the few hr at mac was horrid...
my brain got fried.. from lack of sleep..
well u ppl know wat a pig i am..n how much sleep is so important.. skinnywag couple should know very well.. hehhe..
n so cranky 's my middle name for that morning..


RamDOm ThOuGhTs:
miss playin touch rug..
miss havin tan skin, turnin yellow
wanna run to lose weight
crappy!!
wedding tmr..
i should sleep
so nitez all...

>_<

DoWnHiLL FloWiNg iNduLgEncE

it seem like a mass of greenness whirling past...
flash flash flash green, flash flash flash grey..
Zoom zoom zoom, zoomin past my sight...
it almost felt that i could reach out n touch ,
putting a stop to all the whirling and zooming
solid n crystalline it separates..
my lil' la la world and "reality" ??
scenes of life flashing pass me,
i'm juz a spectator??
yet in the midst of perplexity,
there's something solid thats holding on to my sanity...
where that brief instance when the presence is by my side..
happiness seem so possible...
smile and laughter comes naturally like water flowing downhill..
ease and comfort surrounds me...
like a baby i snuggle against...
warm and reassuring,
i dun wanna let go...
pardon my indulgence..
i feel at peace when the presence is near...

Please..........

Stop!! Stop!!!
i talked to him ALREADY!!!
u juz dun understand so dun keep askin me to talk to him
coz i did!!!
dun tell mi wat i shouldnt have said or stuff!!!
coz i watever i said is the truth from the bottom of my heart...
u have only seen him hurtin!! but wat about me??
when i used to hurt like real bad did u guys see it or noe/?
NO!! so stop judging!!
u think i will deliberately hurt someone??
it is never on purpose.. only a sicko will do that
and i am not one!!!!!!
i am screamin screaming like nuts in my head!!
i feel so fustrated!!! so fustrated!!!!!!
arrrrrhhhhhhhHHhhh!!!!!!!!
gimme a break!!!!!!





sorry if i sounds accusive and harsh..
but i am really at my wits end..
i feel bad too..
real bad...
sorry is all i can say...
so pls please i beseech u... stop...
gimme some room to calm that turmoil inside me..
i need quiet...


quiet....

Let me be...

RanDoM ThOuGHts

talk about old age and its symdroms.. arugh!!
can u believe it, this old lady actually slept till 7pm in the evening and forgot, Yes!! forgot about jackie's wedding dinner...
>_<
lucky kok sing gave me a call... hehehe..
made there juz in time before the wedding ceremony started..
shout out thanks to my dearest beloved daddy!!!!
*mUaCks Love u dad!!!! the awesome dad agreed to carry all my stuff back home for me gosh u have no idea how much barang barang i had...
and drop me off to take a cab to meritus mandarin...
thankz daddy!!!

this is my first fren's wedding that i attended... man i used to tell yuen about how u'll know when u r getting old when r start gettin invite to weddings.. =p
well 1 more wedding to go.. sufian's... >_<"
Jackie wedding was awesome really nice... n he n jamie looks beautiful together...
all my best them!!!

its the hols now n wat hav i been doin??
erm.. sleepin like a sloth.. man i guess i muz be hibernating thru this hols..
i need to run!!! run!! run!! away all the fats !!!! >.<

seeing the asian games advert on tv.. makes me wonder if i had continue sprinting would i hav been in it??
i do really miss it.. the speed... the satisfaction... it was my everything, rankin way above every other thing...
but as i always say never ever hav regrets
well i dun... coz i guess i really gained other stuff too..
i would never hav got involved in touch rug, wouldnt have back pack n see the world, wouldnt have met people...
significant ones.. =p

maybe in life i made choices and decisions that may seem crazy n way unreasonable..
not that i never thought about the choices i made, i do .. probably more than others wil ever noe...
but i noe wat i am doin, absolutely... i noe where i wanan go in life.. maybe it seem crazy but thats wat i wanna do.. nobody is able to stop or influence me..
not even family...


hmm... gosh i sounds scary..
hahahah..
wel juz some thoughts that i randomly throw out..
hehehhe...

hmm.. maybe its late thats why my brain's getting cranky n spewing trash.. =p

Its all ur fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well well...
wat can i say..

hmmm..
ey!! skinnywag couple i love u guys!!!
waahahaha
i noe what i wan n i will do it
dun care la~~ sianzz

wats gotta be gone gotta be done!!

>_<"

watever!!!!!
its all becoz of u!! yes u!!!
that i noe wat i wana do!!! or rather make me do wat i am gonna do!!!!!
so!!!! its not my fault!!!!

Fucking strange n weird!!! wahahaaha!!!! =p

weird how lil' days more till i'm leaving for france... 1 n 1/2 months b4 i'll see all u fuckin people again.. =p strangely yes weird isnt it that i'll really miss u guys.. super duper miss.. maybe its that i wun get to spend time havin super duper loads of fun with all u awesome fucker ppl!!! okok i'll say it,,, i heart u guys!!! yes!! jon including u!! whahaahah... okie okie i wun poke fun at jon anymore, in case ro's oblige to defend n wait 3 sec b4 she can laugh!! ahahah... but u skinny wag couple... thanks for being there for me all these times.. esp yest.. yup yest u hav no idea how shity n god damn it nervous i felt b4 tellin u guys... =p hehhee... totaally mega stress till i wana start balding.. nope i dun wanna bald!!! wahahah..
thnakz anyway!! love u!!!!
all u babis, babes, fucka ppl, lions, piglets and every other ppl or animals reading or not reading my blog... know that i'll super duper huper miss U assholes!! hahah assholes coz i'll be missing those awesome moments that u'll have without me!! wahahaha...!
okie okie enuff of my verbal diarrhea.. >_<"
Have lots of fun without me!! BUT remember to email or msn n update me on the shit u guys'll be doin ya?? promise???!!! *showing lil pinkie*
okie okie i'll even settle for juz reading ur blogs... =p

>.<

sNaPs sHoTs Of dA BabE @ EsCaPe

Awesome time screaming my lil' lungs out at Escape... totally worth the $6 i paid!!
it was FUn FUN FUN n FUN!!!!
n ARUGHHHHHHH!!!!!! non stop!!! Free flow screaming ppl!! Free Flow!!!
Horror Movie marathon was great too!!! so yes!! non stop screamin n fright again!!
>.<
hehehe... Summary?? well juz plain awesome!!! *muacks* >.-

SnApShoTs OF dA bABe @ Channel V Launch wif wayne

Great time wif Wayne at the channel v launch, we had a lil free booze coz we sneak into the vip section.. haha but too bad we got chased out.. wahahaha..
n great clubbin at butter after that!!! Thank to all the ppl who gave mi "face" n turn up i really had a great time!!! see u guys when i am back!! wil so gonna miss u !!! Shout out to the Babis Suzi!! Farah!! Ro!!! fucka ppl Jon!! Haresh!! n Ro again!!! Babes Banu!!! fiona!!! hehehe =p
Muacks love u guys!! cant wait for the next cubbing!!!

SnAps sHoTs of dA MugGeR

sNaps ShotS of Da BabE

StoryBoArd of My days - PesS FaMilY Day

PumA!!! wat Could Be CoOleR??!!!
Cute Lil Kindergarden kidz... awwwww

ThE 4 FucKa PeOplE

AARRHHHHH!!! ShoW dA TongUe!!!!!
Galz of the class.. *note 1st from left's gross so dun bother lookin at her.... wahahaha
whahaha FunNy ContRast!!!
The 2 robocock..... oops robocops wahahaha
*NoTe the Blazing sun!!!!! Ro N me in sunglasses!!
In Azwan's car the 3 CoOl FuCka PEoPle =p
Pess FaMily Day @ SeNtOsA

ShOpPiNg SpRee, PricEleSs

earings plus necklace $21 *arugh i totally regret buyin one of the earings, the blue one fugly!!.. gosh i feel so cheated by the lights in the shop n the mirror which was placed so high up.. like a shortie like me could check herself out decently... >_<
Weird Ass top $20
Fruits of my shopping spree, duffel bag $32

StoryBoArd of My days

Wat a SweEt Gesture!!! "Muacks" =)

After Test!! head down to bugis for my ShOpPing SpReE!!!! a bag, a top, a belt, earing and a necklace and round off with dinnerat MOS burger!!!

Pufferfish dawn...gosh see how bored i am..instead of staring at the book, i'm making stupid faces at my camera

Stupid JP's mac doesnt open 24 hr.., so poor us have to head back to my room in ntu

Start of sports psyc retest at Mac at jurong point with yee yuen

I love the embroidery!!

Aint the jeans awesome?!