Cheap Thrill + Caramel Popcorn + Mushrooms on the Arse

darn... another day wasted for not studyin...
totaaly juz have fun, and happily forgets about the test...
well..not really.. well mugging starts tmr n will continue for 2 days i guess...
*determined look
arrrhhh... slack siaz...
=|
totally spend the day travelling from 1 end of the island to the other....
try taking the bloody Mrt from boon lay to pasir ris...
my god.. backside also grow mushrooms la
totally cheapo.. when i saw the promo, 6 bucks for unlimited rides in escape... i almost scream my consent to the children who pop the idea!!!
YESS.. OF COURSE!! =p
even in the midst of the crappy rainy weather at boon lay, we pray n confidently *note self denial* believe that the sun will be out when we get there...
yup! the sun came out but damn!! escape was closed!!!!
what the 'ell is wrong!!!!!!!!!
the stupid, yes i repeat S T U P I D website states that its open on sat n sun n public n school hols... damn isnt sch hols now???
arughhh!!!!!
juz imagine my chagrin when i saw the No entry sign when i got there!!!!!!!!!!!
all the travelling till my arse's numb...
all for nuthing....
well the poor children n i end up screamin n groaning n moaning all the way...
but we had to do something!!!!!!
end up playing some silly basketball game at the arcade..
gosh can u juz imagine me in arcade...
totally not!
well we got thru till LEVEL 3~!!!!! *bball game =p

yeah!!! teamwork!!!!!

end up going for cheap thrill!!
since we were all set n ready to scream our lil' hearts out at escape, we had to find a sub....
so The Grudge 2 became our cheap thrill...
not say a fantastic movie but it serve its purpose in scaring us shitless!!!!
totally clinging onto each other n screaming at the slightest shit!!!!
well there r only 2 things i remember abt the movie...
screamin n cringing
and ogling at EDISON CHEN!!
did i mention that he was staring??!!
no??!!
what's wrong with me....
arugh signs of age... *sob sob
well that totally gorgeous and adorable dude still died in the end but he had quite a bit of screen time..... awwwww... cute!!
when he came on screen we all juz went "shuai" at the same time!!!
talk about telepathy.. haha...
they shoulda put him as the poster boy instead of the ugly freaky lil kid.. would have done better in the box office.. =p
well went to vivo city to slack again after that!!
man, spore's too small!! nowwhere to go!!! arugh...
well had awesome latte timtams n realize the fact at how lousy i am at photo hunt...
goshhh!!! omigod!!!
wanted to check out the gap store coz farah was goin on abt how good but ex the jeans was.... too bad it was closed...
i check out the new levis ladies jeans,,,
well some of the cutting were nice but man wats with the heart shape pockets??!!
so GAY!!!!
i was in love with the golden embroidery till i saw the horrible heart shape pockets at the front??!! how do they expect normal ppl to walk abt with heart shapes at the front of their fucking jeans??!!!
well then the next i wanted was the crystal studded ones.. but damn it will have to b handwash... wat the fuck is wrong with levis??!! u put crytals that will fall off if i dump it in the wash??! then y am i paying 200 over bucks for the piece of shit???
talk abt taking stupidity to the max...
who handwashes jeans??!!!!!
arugh!!
*shaking my head
well now.. totally gonna sleep... n wake up to study tmr...
*crossing my fingers hard
=p

n planning my shoppin trip when pays comes in .... =)

Her and Her Knowledge

There are stuff she knows better left unknown..
Yet maybe knowing wun make it better but worse..
She knows , all too well...
In her heart yet she knows , still wanna knows..

I wish i Knew

Totally missing home!
Wanna have NON STOP MTVs, hilarious Taiwannese variety shows, total bitch feast with the sisters, mum's food!!!
I mISS HoMe!!!

But....
it means that i wun be able to do work then....
But...
Test's juz on mon..
arugh!!!
Homeless days again...

i miss my bed n toilet bowl!!!
my wardrobe and sofa!!

WaNa HeAd HomE!!!!!

Home has become such a refuge for me...

P/S: today's outing really's great!!
hadn't had such a fun n chill time for the longest time
cheers!!
awesome movie, flushed away... couldnt stop laughing =p

Her, Black, Whte or Grey

It was like a persistent buzzing in her ears...
bugging her all day long...
white or black?
black or white?
In midst of swirling turmoil spinning her around...
White? Black?
Black? white?
Spinning and revolving...
Revolving and spinning...
Bluring into grey....
grey and grey and grey, endless wave of greyness...
"STops!" she screams...
It halted.
All came to a standstill.
Black? or White?
or is it
White, Black or Grey?

Her and Her Desires

The ripe overwhelming fruit calls out to her...
Whiff of that luscious fruit makes her craves..
With trembling fingers she reachs out
Through her veins desire oozes ...
Temptation became unbearable...
Her yearning fingers stretching towards...
*pOnk
With something hard and cold her fingers met..
hard, cold, unyielding glass...
The division between her and her desire...

watever

been meaning to sleep earlier.. but somehow dun seem to do so...

suckie

watever...

The crimson petals seem enthralling...
Beckoning the touch of my fingers...
The Fragrance emitting from the blossom impeded me in my thoughts...
Alluring yet intriguing...
Dews of venom on its smooth petals..
For the lightest touch spells death...

Cheap like a whore

friends... good friends... well that was what we use to be.....
till ur galfren....
it sucks doesnt it?
that our years of frenship is like nothing to u now...
we can never be frens like we used to be coz of what u said...
seem like frenship is cheap... cheap like a whore
i would say u r dumb ... totally dumb to said that...
but then it juz shows how little u value me as a fren..
probably i am juz seeing the real side of u..
how u view me...
someone to use when u r single and lonely...
i never have any motives having u as a fren coz i cherish the frenship and really thot that we were frens coz we grew up together through the years....

disappointed?
well juz disillusioned....

ya.. we'll still be frens... juz frens...

Dearest all , Reveal of The Ex

Update Dearest all

Dearest all, it seems that her pic (the fugly ex, who da u think i'm talkin bt) is unable to upload.. probably that the systems rejects ugly stuff...

well too bad folks maybe i'll try again ya...

some other time..

Bitch Feast

Dearest all.. U will juz have to visit http://www.bryanboy.com/
i am totally hooked on his blog.. this hilarious sissy guy who totally adores LV bags doing some serious great bitchin...
man its so funny...

i totally admit i do bitch .... quite a lot when it comes to the rite target sometimes...
and i wil not feel bad abt it coz i love every min of it..
harmless bitching is great...
if u haven tried it b4 .. man get a f**king life and start!!

i was juz talking to the lil' frenchie and i was way honest with him...
i noe.. u'll say i am bitching again..
well so wat if i do. its moi blog so i can sing frog croaks to it if i wan to..
i was goin on abt his fugly ass of a ex galfren...
my god... she's so ugly that ugly doesnt fit her at all...
she looks like a 30 year old hag with horrible teenie eye brows that sucks.. arugh ugly..... ugly hair which she probably tried rebonding and turned cruly again... dry frizzy hair... ugly lips...
well to stop boring u with da details
so i'll sum it up: F**king Ugly...
so i told the lil' frenchie my god what happen to him then .. thankz god he dumb her...
ha! say what ever u wan coz i dun give a half cent abt what u think.. coz i totally dun care...

*smug*

i noe u ppl love me too much to hold what i say against me...

arugh did i mention that she's one of those ugly i mean seriously ugly malaysian females studyin in ntu??

dun believe? i'll juz post her pic and ppl judge for ya self coz i am tellin da truth!
*darn there's something wrong with blogspoti cant post her pic.. so i'll do it someother time...

au revoir!

Immerse in dreams

caught DeathNote with robin today... i really like it, finally an intelligent manga turned movie... =)
The 2 leads Kira and L pitting their super duper wits against each other...
absolutely Fascinating!!!

kinda realized that i seem to be day dreaming alot...
livng in the fairyland of dreams... living the impossible of the mundane world.. all within my imagination... spinning dreams out of clouds...

sitting in the bus, staring out of the window, watching life rush pass... immersed in my own world...

don't wake me up...

Reflections

relfecting.. isnt that what u'll always hear from people...
bah bah bah about how reflection is good for ur soul???

hmm well maybe...

looking back on this semester..
it seems grey.... cant seems to drag out anything that stands out...
every day seem the same nothing catastrophe, nothing awesome...
considering the number of times that i have uttered "awesome" this semester sums it all up..
miserably minimal..

No single event that seems to stand out in my recollection...
sounds sad doesnt it?

i seem to be going through the motion,
bah bah bah doing assignments,
bah bah bah attending classes,
bah bah bah studying for tests,
bah bah bah going home for weekends,
bah bah bah once in a while chilling out at timbre,
bah bah bah once in a while clubbing,
bah bah bah once in a while shopping,
bah bah bah....

my whole life is juz bah bah bah...

probably the "wow" times were chilling out with the babes... meeting up with them seems to be the highlight.. jeslyn, banu and cheryl.. where would i be without u babes?

what happened to my life?
where's my energy that always seems bountiful??

this semester seem so energyless

where has my zest gone?

where has Dawn gone?

The one sitting in front of the comp seem like a husk of who she is...

Dawn the bringer of the first rays of the sun... peeping over the horizon, luminating the sky and covering the lands with her radiance glow, signifying the beginning of the day, sounds of the bustle of life stirring...

yet now...

Rays of the sun obscured by the haze... what filters through is the difused fragmnents of light covering everything with a tarnish stain...
the sky is a blanket of grey that blends with the monotonous grey of the dingy cement buildings...

thurs

thursday.. my only free day during the weekdays...
juz finished typing my observation... and writing my reflection though not type out yet...

thankz to the early sleep yesterday i actually feel quite good today =)

looking forward to youch at sp later hopefully we'll get to play more.. =)

(-_-)zzzz

everyone's been commentin on how tired i looked...
well maybe...
dun noe why juz feel drained listless and tired..
i tried sleepin making sure i have 8 hrs of sleep but some how insomnia always struck..
i juz dunnoe what's wrong with me...

Surprisingly the touch sessions at Sp are one of the things thats keeping my spirit up...
guess i really enjoy playing touch and having fun there....
thankz to the skinny wag couple who introduced it to me...
and to the skinny wag who wants to end his touch career, U Better Not!!! coz i am in it now!!! =p

maybe i'll juz ignore work for today and try to get some sleep early...
=)

Touch...

Touch's really fun... had quite a nice time at sp though i spent the better half of the time standin by the side... did i mention in the rain? =p
kinda catchin on abit more.. so i'm really glad...

gotta sleep soon though i really dun feel sleepy at all...
arugh micro teaching tml... =|

Bound by None Soaring Above

Everytime i crossed out a date, my heart gives a little leap...
It's getting closer.. minute by minute...second by second...
An irrepressible surge of anticipation flows through me...
It almost felt like a blanket of fog that i want to thrust aside with a shove of my hand...

Like a pupae bounded tight and snug in its cocoon, safe yes but nontheless yearning toward the day it emerges as a beautiful butterfly with wings that can bring it as far and as high as it wants, bound by none... Soaring above...

Priceless...

Sentosa entrance fee: $3
The sun, soft sand and lazing on the beach for a whole afternoon: priceless..

it was such a awesome day not doing anything other than juz lying on the beach and tanning...
it was such a slack day compare to the normal assignment dominated days...
and of course with great company.. it was great!

with nuthing to do on a beach other than reading, sleeping and definitely people watching...
you wouldn't believe the number of weird or intersting people around..=p

first was this 2 angmoh boys who were romping around on the small island like mini robinson crusoes.. scrambling up rocks effortless and watching with interest at this bunch of teenagers who were trying to climb up the same rocks with much difficulty.. haha =p
the 2 boys were holding their sticks like spears and dashing around... it muz be so fun to do that..
what really was interesting was the way they use the sticks to pin down their floats in the sea... really innovative =p

next were the couple who were stickin on to each other like glue in the sea and humping or seems to be humpin away at the sea.. disgusting ....kekeke..

the funny couple who rode a bicycle to the beach n waded around at the shallow water..tain mi mi.....=| well definitely not singaporean coz No singaporean guy wolud ride his girlfren round the island... they couldnt be bothered...

This 2 eyesore of guys who swam around in their arugh... disgusting underwear... yurk!!!!

what really was amazing was this butch who tried to surf in the waters of sentosa...
well she muz really be stupid or dun noe what exactly is surfing or she is screaming for attention, And by doing that, it is definitely the wrong way to get it unless its negative ones...
lame!! firstly its almost impossible to surf in singapore's water let alone sentosa which is a sheltered langoon with breakwater, and there was not much of a ripple let alone a wave... that poor soul juz kept standing there and staring at the sea waiting for the never coming perfect wave, attempt it by pushing the surf board on the water, step on it and ... sink like a rock...

what a loser... or such a poor soul..
someone should juz enlighten her... GO DO something USEFUL!!!

it was juz so entertaining to watch all these people... =p

well this great day ended with a nice session at sp for touch rugby.. =)

nice! and now its time to sleep n get ready for micro..

=)

Sun

Finally!!! most of the assignments are done...

The dark cloud that have been hanging over me seem to have lifted...
Yet the sky's still cloudy...
The sun's still hidding...
I want the the warm glow of the sun on my skin,
The smell of the sun on the T shirts after hanging dry,
The smell of a bright sunny day,
The Baby blue sky with white puffy clouds dotting it like sheeps grazing..

I want it all...

Plus a Big Bear Hug throw in...

Yes thats what i want!

Hugs and lots of hugs =p

Appalled!

Appalled! thats what i feel bout the shooting in the Amish school in America!
its terrifying when you think about the fact that there are Sick! people out there who would kill an innocent child juz for some obscure carzy reasons of their own..
its so disturbing...

i feel so sorry for the families who are affected, nobody deserves this to happen...
i cannot imagine if it happens to people close to me coz it is to horrible to contemplate...

weapons, they should really ban it in the states, yes there are people who says that evil lines in the intention not the weapon, no doubt i absolutely agree that evil lines in the intention
BUT the avaliability of the weapons make that Option of killing people much more avaliable and easier.

Perhaps its time they should review their laws... But seeing the ignorance a lot of the people in the states and the extreme groups that support the right of owning a weapon, i doubt that it's posssible...
But how many innocent lives muz be spilled for this to end..

well to think of it..
there are so many innocent lives that have been spilled all over the world, places that are not given media attention, to places like iraq...
My heart aches when i think about all these random killings...

it is sad that ultimately we , Humans are not much of a difference from animals...
morality seems to be a coat that can be easily ripped of by circumstances...
and that is the one thing that seperates us from animals that behaves on instinct only...

Tendril of Hope?

The crankiness seems to end when i am no longer fretting...
everything seems clearer...

knowing whats gotta be done and what i want...
calms that turmoil inside me...

There are times in life when you may have to do things that you dun want to....
no matter how unwilling you are, if you have to, well babe u've got to...

But as i always says life's unpredicatable, maybe i'll find that tendril of hope peeping through all that gloom....

smile lovely! coz smile's the best thing you can do to cheer urself up...