Becoming a Memory

my body's going nuts, too little sleep too much work....
yawnz.. so tiring... juz manage to finsh my taskcards but.. many more to came... =(

The feeling of seeing jenn yesterday was way to awesome to describe...
the familiar great feeling cameback, seem juz like the good old days...

i really miss that bunch of awesome ppl... i really do..
life in school is so boring n dull without them.. probably i had too awesome a year.. =p

clubbing last nite felt like the usual nite out we used to have, ppl like mehdi, paulina, antoine, maria, fernanda, vincent, jenn, obi, anthony, danny, tim, robin, filza, manu, ilda and nicolas who are always present during those crazy nitez...

but yet... these ppl are all missing except for me, jenn n robin... last nite..

the whole ntu is full of the ghosts of all the ppl, the memories.. man...
everytime u pass by places , thoughts of ... awwww we did this here, we did that there..... will come crashing...
and now i'm the one left...
becoming juz a memory to all those awesome frens...
kinda sad...

and all i have left is juz that... memories...

i love u guys! and i really miss u guys...

Humble death...

someone said sometimes god lets u die in the most humbling way...
steve erwin, the all too famous Crocrodile hunter died in the most humbling way we thought was possible...
the guy who played and fool around with the wildest and most dangerous animals...
Crocrodiles, lions, poisonous snakes, u name it.... yet the one that end his short but flashy life was a stingray... yes a stingray...

but technology allows us to benefit from his contribution to the zoological world from the awesome and funny documentaries he made...

A minute of silence for Steve Erwin and stingray with lots of sambal... =p

Look Ma!!!

look Ma!! check out my waist line!!!!

Zhong!

An early start to the crime world... =p

Unknowingly tears fall...

another weekend in school...
another assignment done...
but many more to come.. =(

it shucks to be so broke that i cant go out...
wonder hows the surviving gonna be like for the days to come till the sacred pay day...

it shucks to find it so hard to find someone to go out with...
and the irritating prob of the furnituring of the room with so tight a budget...

Screw up!!!!


Boring.. Boring...

went to watch Ro's game yesterday , well i really understand the game better through watching it, even though to ro its a bad game, but i am glad that they did well today.. =)


i wanna the days where everything seems like chocolate and waffles... sweet and nice...
where i'm never bored and lonely, when everyday seems so exciting and full of happiness..
where there is this warm comforting pair of arms around me whenever i am down...
where fun doubles when shared...
where dreams are full of mashmallows and cotton candy...
where everyday is fulfilled...
where i am happily bissful...

Brief beauty of bubbles

Rainbows... arent they beautiful???

hard to catch sight of them??
well it's juz a matter of knowing where to look...

They seem weightless, floating... drifting...
Going where ever the breeze blows..
Playing a game of tag where the breeze pursues them...
when the Rays of sun falls on them, rainbows appear,
specturms of colourful rays shining through...
Brimming full of hope and joy...
But yet... beauty does not last eternally...
Pop! the bubbles disappears...

You can mourn for the disappearance of the bubbles
But why not joy in the brief beauty of it and keep that moment forever in your heart...

Bubbles

If tomorrow never comes~

talking to Ro really make me feel so much better....

The letter that sayang gave me was the most awesome letter i ever got... =)
i guess sometimes juz treasure the present and be happy... coz u'll never knows if tomorrow comes....
J'taime sayang!
if i ever said or wrote anything that is negative please know that i am having bad days and i'll be fine...

Congrats Dawn!!!

i guess part of me is kinda distracted today...

it keeps going back to that conversation we had yesterday.

apprehensive u ask??
ya i am..

thinking too much?
ya i am...

trying to do something abt it?
WTF do u think i am doing now??
blogging to vent it all out!

there are times that i cant stand myself, well congrats Dawn!!!! this is one of those

la~ la~ la~ la~ la~

The End

sleepless-ness

another sleepness nite...

thoughts jus keep whirling..

absolutely detest what i am feeling now...

"break up"

some films really gets you musing...
i like "break up", coz its real...people who do care about each other juz hurt each other because of pride, ego, taking each other for granted...
and the hurting juz keeps going on till one party gives up...

its one of the rare romantic films that doesnt have a happy ending, guess thats wat makes it so real...

its stuff that could happen to people, situations that you may find yourself in...

Beep... Beep... Beep...

Twinkle... twinkle...
the stars seem to be blinking at me, blinkin uncertainities...

the galaxy is out there, stretching beyond the stars, beyond what man can see, beyond what i can see...

its a trial to grind and work towards it, there are times when setbacks push me back...

i trudge and struggle towards...
to be once again among the stars, sailing through the galaxy to the far side...

Transmitting signal after signal into the dark blue...
waiting for the day...

But...

after all the efforts, could i be back in the far side?

would the far side be willing to accept me?

The Extra-terrestrial being on earth?

at times i wonder what are the struggles for, is the toiling worth it, perphaps i should juz remain on earth and blend in with the human race...

but for now i choose to work towards it, because i miss the sense of the stars around me and the familiar sensation of being back to the far side...


Beep... beep... beep...

uneventful

today seems to be an uneventful day, well could be due to the fact that i slept away the hours...
best thing is i've got my 2 new pairs of court shoes and track shoes!! =)
yipee...
got to sleep, 830am class tommorrow! =|

hmmm...

its really nice to be able to talk to sayang without disconnecting and to see him over the web cam...
love seeing u and hearing ur voice, and enjoy ur poker game ya!!!
Cheers!!
but its 3.28am n i am still not asleep, guess i slept too much during the day...
watch ant bully today, its really nice and i love it... juz the kind of show that puts u in a happy mood for the rest of the day...

its really interesting to see things from an ant's perspective, kinda gets u thinking...

well folks think i better get to sleep ya...
nitezz

Great Frisbee game at Sentosa dudes!!!

Went sentosa to play ultimate frisbee, the team really had chemistry and we work great together... some of the games were really a hard fight...
Great game at sentosa Guys!!!! and what's the best part?? we won!!!!!!!!

Friendly or Fiendly games??

well its really amazing and disgusting how some people can be so competitive in friendly games....

in friendly games the most important thing is to enjoy urselfs and play your best... does it matters if someone fucks up the ball?? come on, not every body is that "pro" like those people.....
it is so irritating when those people starts dissing out commands during games...
Note,those are not advise or suggestions, they are commands....
people who think they know all, no doubt they play well and are better than a lot of people, but come on! what happen to being humble, what happens to giving others a chance to play and not hoggin the places?

what are those people thinking?? juz about themselves? no matter how good u r there are always people who are better than u.. stop being so darn ya ya...

hiaz it is actually sad to talk about this coz it juz reflects so badly on the class in the ICG...

......

i miss you, its juz that simple...

i miss everything about u... people has been telling or asking that LDR is hard...
yes it is coz as much as i wanna spend time with u, i cant...

sometimes my thoughts run wild...

Ridiculous!

ridiculous!!!
the fact that someone wanted to swop me with someone else without askin me first.

wats his prob, if u r the one with issues , u should be the one who moves not me,
furthermore its not a valid reason juz becoz your fucking ugly, hell of a bitch wife doesnt like me, shouldnt get involved with our school work...
and wat did i do?? juz said hi to that person at the 1st month of the 1st semester...
his wife is so psychotic....i never even spoke to him ever since la...

nuts man..

come on, why dun she juz tie her husband up with a leash and lock him at home...
as i said RICULOUS...


moreover he is not even good looking la.... the kind of guy i wun even take a second look at... might aswell stare at the butt of my boyfren's butt... metaphorically speaking
man, wats his wife thinking of....

well thats their family probs he should solve it with his wife, its not my prob, i wun give in, esp not to the fucking wishes of his disgusting, yup she really disusts me, what kind of sane person will behave that way?, wife


arugh ! enough of it... speaking more about it juz gives me creeps ya...blag!!

Beach Out with the babes

Heya!!! babes!!! it was really so cool to lie on the beach, under the sun tanning away... love u guys!!!
shld do this more often...
sun, beach, sea, gal frens wat more can i ask for?? =)