La!!! LA!~~ LA!!! =)

Got my new handphone... Nokia N73, i love it!!!!
the camera's great!!! though i am still gettin use to it...
too lazy to read the manual so i am juz gonna bull my way thru... =p
well the virgin picture of my new phone!!!


and some other nice pics i took with lil' lion.. =)

Cock PicTureS >.<

i was loadin some of my old pics in my old hp into the comp and found some cock lil pics.. so decided to post them.. =p
Jo n his beer advert!!!
Mehdi!!!! wahahah
Jeslyn dryin her shoes after steppin on puke!!! hahaha
seeing double??!!!
Pomme d'amour
erhxx!!!!! caught in the act!! =p
jon sleepin during bio mech class!!!!
Grace n her act cute face wif white mustache
Tiger Beer promoter??!! hahaha... nope its elaine when we went out to shop n save...
wahahahah Pao face regina... moi baby sis =p
hahah... looks juz like simba.. =p

Colors of the wind

You think you own whatever
land you land on
The earth is just a dead
thing you can claim
But I know ev'ry rock
and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit,
has a name

You think the only people who
are people
Are the people who look
and think like you
But if you walk the
footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you
never knew you never knew

Have you even heard the wolf
cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning
bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the
voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the
colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the
colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails
of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet
berries of the earth
Come roll in the riches
all around you
And for once,
never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river
are my brothers
The heron and the otter
are my friends
And we are all connected
to each other
In a circle,
in a hoop that never ends

How high does the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down,
then you'll never know

And you'll never hear the wolf
cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white
or copper-skinned
We need to sing with all
the voices of the mountain
Need to paint with all
the colors of the wind
You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the
colors of the wind

Lyrics written by Stephen Schwartz.
Performed by Judy Kuhn [Pocahontas]

Ancient pine

The ancient pine tree sigh and sway to the song of the wind...
Swaying its enormous and heavy branches,
Feeling the lingering ghostly finger tips of the wind running thru its leaves...
Shush shush shush....
Leaves rustle...
Aged trees of Ancient forest ...
To the sun stretching out ...
Sapling peeking out of the damp loam...
Brimming of life...
Bringing bloom to the ancient pine...

JaCkIE & jAmiE's WeDdInG

wisful thinkin =p

got this pic off ros' blog entry... awww i love her too!!!!!! gosh!! that awesome body!!!n hair n face!!! i am so totallyin agreeing on ur reasons for loving her ros..
if i hav to come up with an ideal pic of a female, well peeps it'll be her... my dream wanna hav body face and hair.. can u see the abs?? gosh!! i want those!!!! totally no fat!!!!!!!

Ride on bus...

staring out of the bus window n listening to my Mp3...
it felt good... to be sitting on a bus, wif nuthing to do other than drownin in my thoughts n day dreams, watching buildings flash by...
funny thoughts of lil lion that makes me smile.. well couldn't possibly burst out laughin on the bus, ppl will think that i'm nutty.. =p hehehe.
"vandalism", long train rides from end to end of the lsland >_< , nachos wif salsa sauce,salsa sauce on tshirts, funky pop ups mizuno tees, pasta wif pesto sauce,skinny monkey, neighbours who leaves their door open 24/7, clothes hanging on the clothes line...
well..
Funny thoughts...
=p that makes me wanna laugh or brings that goofy smile on my face...
happy?? yes i am... very much...
n yes.. i do mean every word i said today morning b4 u head down for school =)
hehehehe... =p

i've been sayin that i wanna run.. but dun seem to be doin it yet.. arughhh.. >_<"

well watever!!!

Shoutin my lil lungs out~~~~

HEYYYYYY!!!!!
ROS!! SUZI!!! FARAH!! RO!!!!!!
where are u guys!!!!!
we have to come out!!!
n ros!! aku not dead alive n jumpin ard.... hahhahaha
call mi!!!!
i wanna play touch wif u guys!!!!!!
n shoppin , terms or watever there is we can do!!!!!!!!
*MuAcKS

>_< OoOoOoOo -_-oOoOoOoO >.<

Talk about nervousness... mega meet the frens sessions.. hahah
yup the normally dun give a hoot dawn is actually shy when it comes to strangers..
hahah ya i noe u wun believe but its true,,, except for ppl like suzi fara n ros who were like old time kawans when i first saw them n was talkin nineteen to the dozen..

yes yes.. dearest all i am shy when it comes to ppl i dun noe... but when i know u .. heheh i guess the mouth juz couldnt close.. =p
had steamboat at marina.. gosh when was the last time i had steamboat..
but as usual i always "loogie" when it comes to steam boat, first i couldnt eat much, next i only go for the hotdogs (cheapo stuff) and i dun take the seafood..
so i really lost out.. heheh...
actually i had the thought that probabbly they were wondering abt my age.. this old auntie among them.. but well i dun care!
well maybe i do a lil' juz a teensy weeny bitsy =p

and after that we went to meet the gal frens.. hAHAH the lil lion's so nervous.. heheh dun worry dorlin' they luv u.. wahahaa...]
poor lil lion juz sat there for hours while we mega bitch to each other...
i love the gals.. who's so important to me... they all the ones who'll back me all the way..
thankz for putting up wif us lil lion.. =p

it was nice to hang out ard cityhall... real nice company.. =)
i'm happy...
walkin all the way till ps was nice coz of lil lion..=p
but gosh the few hr at mac was horrid...
my brain got fried.. from lack of sleep..
well u ppl know wat a pig i am..n how much sleep is so important.. skinnywag couple should know very well.. hehhe..
n so cranky 's my middle name for that morning..


RamDOm ThOuGhTs:
miss playin touch rug..
miss havin tan skin, turnin yellow
wanna run to lose weight
crappy!!
wedding tmr..
i should sleep
so nitez all...

>_<

DoWnHiLL FloWiNg iNduLgEncE

it seem like a mass of greenness whirling past...
flash flash flash green, flash flash flash grey..
Zoom zoom zoom, zoomin past my sight...
it almost felt that i could reach out n touch ,
putting a stop to all the whirling and zooming
solid n crystalline it separates..
my lil' la la world and "reality" ??
scenes of life flashing pass me,
i'm juz a spectator??
yet in the midst of perplexity,
there's something solid thats holding on to my sanity...
where that brief instance when the presence is by my side..
happiness seem so possible...
smile and laughter comes naturally like water flowing downhill..
ease and comfort surrounds me...
like a baby i snuggle against...
warm and reassuring,
i dun wanna let go...
pardon my indulgence..
i feel at peace when the presence is near...

Please..........

Stop!! Stop!!!
i talked to him ALREADY!!!
u juz dun understand so dun keep askin me to talk to him
coz i did!!!
dun tell mi wat i shouldnt have said or stuff!!!
coz i watever i said is the truth from the bottom of my heart...
u have only seen him hurtin!! but wat about me??
when i used to hurt like real bad did u guys see it or noe/?
NO!! so stop judging!!
u think i will deliberately hurt someone??
it is never on purpose.. only a sicko will do that
and i am not one!!!!!!
i am screamin screaming like nuts in my head!!
i feel so fustrated!!! so fustrated!!!!!!
arrrrrhhhhhhhHHhhh!!!!!!!!
gimme a break!!!!!!





sorry if i sounds accusive and harsh..
but i am really at my wits end..
i feel bad too..
real bad...
sorry is all i can say...
so pls please i beseech u... stop...
gimme some room to calm that turmoil inside me..
i need quiet...


quiet....

Let me be...

RanDoM ThOuGHts

talk about old age and its symdroms.. arugh!!
can u believe it, this old lady actually slept till 7pm in the evening and forgot, Yes!! forgot about jackie's wedding dinner...
>_<
lucky kok sing gave me a call... hehehe..
made there juz in time before the wedding ceremony started..
shout out thanks to my dearest beloved daddy!!!!
*mUaCks Love u dad!!!! the awesome dad agreed to carry all my stuff back home for me gosh u have no idea how much barang barang i had...
and drop me off to take a cab to meritus mandarin...
thankz daddy!!!

this is my first fren's wedding that i attended... man i used to tell yuen about how u'll know when u r getting old when r start gettin invite to weddings.. =p
well 1 more wedding to go.. sufian's... >_<"
Jackie wedding was awesome really nice... n he n jamie looks beautiful together...
all my best them!!!

its the hols now n wat hav i been doin??
erm.. sleepin like a sloth.. man i guess i muz be hibernating thru this hols..
i need to run!!! run!! run!! away all the fats !!!! >.<

seeing the asian games advert on tv.. makes me wonder if i had continue sprinting would i hav been in it??
i do really miss it.. the speed... the satisfaction... it was my everything, rankin way above every other thing...
but as i always say never ever hav regrets
well i dun... coz i guess i really gained other stuff too..
i would never hav got involved in touch rug, wouldnt have back pack n see the world, wouldnt have met people...
significant ones.. =p

maybe in life i made choices and decisions that may seem crazy n way unreasonable..
not that i never thought about the choices i made, i do .. probably more than others wil ever noe...
but i noe wat i am doin, absolutely... i noe where i wanan go in life.. maybe it seem crazy but thats wat i wanna do.. nobody is able to stop or influence me..
not even family...


hmm... gosh i sounds scary..
hahahah..
wel juz some thoughts that i randomly throw out..
hehehhe...

hmm.. maybe its late thats why my brain's getting cranky n spewing trash.. =p

Its all ur fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well well...
wat can i say..

hmmm..
ey!! skinnywag couple i love u guys!!!
waahahaha
i noe what i wan n i will do it
dun care la~~ sianzz

wats gotta be gone gotta be done!!

>_<"

watever!!!!!
its all becoz of u!! yes u!!!
that i noe wat i wana do!!! or rather make me do wat i am gonna do!!!!!
so!!!! its not my fault!!!!

Fucking strange n weird!!! wahahaaha!!!! =p

weird how lil' days more till i'm leaving for france... 1 n 1/2 months b4 i'll see all u fuckin people again.. =p strangely yes weird isnt it that i'll really miss u guys.. super duper miss.. maybe its that i wun get to spend time havin super duper loads of fun with all u awesome fucker ppl!!! okok i'll say it,,, i heart u guys!!! yes!! jon including u!! whahaahah... okie okie i wun poke fun at jon anymore, in case ro's oblige to defend n wait 3 sec b4 she can laugh!! ahahah... but u skinny wag couple... thanks for being there for me all these times.. esp yest.. yup yest u hav no idea how shity n god damn it nervous i felt b4 tellin u guys... =p hehhee... totaally mega stress till i wana start balding.. nope i dun wanna bald!!! wahahah..
thnakz anyway!! love u!!!!
all u babis, babes, fucka ppl, lions, piglets and every other ppl or animals reading or not reading my blog... know that i'll super duper huper miss U assholes!! hahah assholes coz i'll be missing those awesome moments that u'll have without me!! wahahaha...!
okie okie enuff of my verbal diarrhea.. >_<"
Have lots of fun without me!! BUT remember to email or msn n update me on the shit u guys'll be doin ya?? promise???!!! *showing lil pinkie*
okie okie i'll even settle for juz reading ur blogs... =p

>.<

sNaPs sHoTs Of dA BabE @ EsCaPe

Awesome time screaming my lil' lungs out at Escape... totally worth the $6 i paid!!
it was FUn FUN FUN n FUN!!!!
n ARUGHHHHHHH!!!!!! non stop!!! Free flow screaming ppl!! Free Flow!!!
Horror Movie marathon was great too!!! so yes!! non stop screamin n fright again!!
>.<
hehehe... Summary?? well juz plain awesome!!! *muacks* >.-

SnApShoTs OF dA bABe @ Channel V Launch wif wayne

Great time wif Wayne at the channel v launch, we had a lil free booze coz we sneak into the vip section.. haha but too bad we got chased out.. wahahaha..
n great clubbin at butter after that!!! Thank to all the ppl who gave mi "face" n turn up i really had a great time!!! see u guys when i am back!! wil so gonna miss u !!! Shout out to the Babis Suzi!! Farah!! Ro!!! fucka ppl Jon!! Haresh!! n Ro again!!! Babes Banu!!! fiona!!! hehehe =p
Muacks love u guys!! cant wait for the next cubbing!!!

SnAps sHoTs of dA MugGeR

sNaps ShotS of Da BabE

StoryBoArd of My days - PesS FaMilY Day

PumA!!! wat Could Be CoOleR??!!!
Cute Lil Kindergarden kidz... awwwww

ThE 4 FucKa PeOplE

AARRHHHHH!!! ShoW dA TongUe!!!!!
Galz of the class.. *note 1st from left's gross so dun bother lookin at her.... wahahaha
whahaha FunNy ContRast!!!
The 2 robocock..... oops robocops wahahaha
*NoTe the Blazing sun!!!!! Ro N me in sunglasses!!
In Azwan's car the 3 CoOl FuCka PEoPle =p
Pess FaMily Day @ SeNtOsA

ShOpPiNg SpRee, PricEleSs

earings plus necklace $21 *arugh i totally regret buyin one of the earings, the blue one fugly!!.. gosh i feel so cheated by the lights in the shop n the mirror which was placed so high up.. like a shortie like me could check herself out decently... >_<
Weird Ass top $20
Fruits of my shopping spree, duffel bag $32

StoryBoArd of My days

Wat a SweEt Gesture!!! "Muacks" =)

After Test!! head down to bugis for my ShOpPing SpReE!!!! a bag, a top, a belt, earing and a necklace and round off with dinnerat MOS burger!!!

Pufferfish dawn...gosh see how bored i am..instead of staring at the book, i'm making stupid faces at my camera

Stupid JP's mac doesnt open 24 hr.., so poor us have to head back to my room in ntu

Start of sports psyc retest at Mac at jurong point with yee yuen

I love the embroidery!!

Aint the jeans awesome?!

Cheap Thrill + Caramel Popcorn + Mushrooms on the Arse

darn... another day wasted for not studyin...
totaaly juz have fun, and happily forgets about the test...
well..not really.. well mugging starts tmr n will continue for 2 days i guess...
*determined look
arrrhhh... slack siaz...
=|
totally spend the day travelling from 1 end of the island to the other....
try taking the bloody Mrt from boon lay to pasir ris...
my god.. backside also grow mushrooms la
totally cheapo.. when i saw the promo, 6 bucks for unlimited rides in escape... i almost scream my consent to the children who pop the idea!!!
YESS.. OF COURSE!! =p
even in the midst of the crappy rainy weather at boon lay, we pray n confidently *note self denial* believe that the sun will be out when we get there...
yup! the sun came out but damn!! escape was closed!!!!
what the 'ell is wrong!!!!!!!!!
the stupid, yes i repeat S T U P I D website states that its open on sat n sun n public n school hols... damn isnt sch hols now???
arughhh!!!!!
juz imagine my chagrin when i saw the No entry sign when i got there!!!!!!!!!!!
all the travelling till my arse's numb...
all for nuthing....
well the poor children n i end up screamin n groaning n moaning all the way...
but we had to do something!!!!!!
end up playing some silly basketball game at the arcade..
gosh can u juz imagine me in arcade...
totally not!
well we got thru till LEVEL 3~!!!!! *bball game =p

yeah!!! teamwork!!!!!

end up going for cheap thrill!!
since we were all set n ready to scream our lil' hearts out at escape, we had to find a sub....
so The Grudge 2 became our cheap thrill...
not say a fantastic movie but it serve its purpose in scaring us shitless!!!!
totally clinging onto each other n screaming at the slightest shit!!!!
well there r only 2 things i remember abt the movie...
screamin n cringing
and ogling at EDISON CHEN!!
did i mention that he was staring??!!
no??!!
what's wrong with me....
arugh signs of age... *sob sob
well that totally gorgeous and adorable dude still died in the end but he had quite a bit of screen time..... awwwww... cute!!
when he came on screen we all juz went "shuai" at the same time!!!
talk about telepathy.. haha...
they shoulda put him as the poster boy instead of the ugly freaky lil kid.. would have done better in the box office.. =p
well went to vivo city to slack again after that!!
man, spore's too small!! nowwhere to go!!! arugh...
well had awesome latte timtams n realize the fact at how lousy i am at photo hunt...
goshhh!!! omigod!!!
wanted to check out the gap store coz farah was goin on abt how good but ex the jeans was.... too bad it was closed...
i check out the new levis ladies jeans,,,
well some of the cutting were nice but man wats with the heart shape pockets??!!
so GAY!!!!
i was in love with the golden embroidery till i saw the horrible heart shape pockets at the front??!! how do they expect normal ppl to walk abt with heart shapes at the front of their fucking jeans??!!!
well then the next i wanted was the crystal studded ones.. but damn it will have to b handwash... wat the fuck is wrong with levis??!! u put crytals that will fall off if i dump it in the wash??! then y am i paying 200 over bucks for the piece of shit???
talk abt taking stupidity to the max...
who handwashes jeans??!!!!!
arugh!!
*shaking my head
well now.. totally gonna sleep... n wake up to study tmr...
*crossing my fingers hard
=p

n planning my shoppin trip when pays comes in .... =)

Her and Her Knowledge

There are stuff she knows better left unknown..
Yet maybe knowing wun make it better but worse..
She knows , all too well...
In her heart yet she knows , still wanna knows..

I wish i Knew

Totally missing home!
Wanna have NON STOP MTVs, hilarious Taiwannese variety shows, total bitch feast with the sisters, mum's food!!!
I mISS HoMe!!!

But....
it means that i wun be able to do work then....
But...
Test's juz on mon..
arugh!!!
Homeless days again...

i miss my bed n toilet bowl!!!
my wardrobe and sofa!!

WaNa HeAd HomE!!!!!

Home has become such a refuge for me...

P/S: today's outing really's great!!
hadn't had such a fun n chill time for the longest time
cheers!!
awesome movie, flushed away... couldnt stop laughing =p

Her, Black, Whte or Grey

It was like a persistent buzzing in her ears...
bugging her all day long...
white or black?
black or white?
In midst of swirling turmoil spinning her around...
White? Black?
Black? white?
Spinning and revolving...
Revolving and spinning...
Bluring into grey....
grey and grey and grey, endless wave of greyness...
"STops!" she screams...
It halted.
All came to a standstill.
Black? or White?
or is it
White, Black or Grey?

Her and Her Desires

The ripe overwhelming fruit calls out to her...
Whiff of that luscious fruit makes her craves..
With trembling fingers she reachs out
Through her veins desire oozes ...
Temptation became unbearable...
Her yearning fingers stretching towards...
*pOnk
With something hard and cold her fingers met..
hard, cold, unyielding glass...
The division between her and her desire...

watever

been meaning to sleep earlier.. but somehow dun seem to do so...

suckie

watever...

The crimson petals seem enthralling...
Beckoning the touch of my fingers...
The Fragrance emitting from the blossom impeded me in my thoughts...
Alluring yet intriguing...
Dews of venom on its smooth petals..
For the lightest touch spells death...